hell yeah!

sometimes i feel like superman. like when i take off my glasses i jus become this raging alcoholic, i feel like nobody really knows me til i start spazzin out.

i walk all day and sometimes come through as innocent n closed-off but lowk im a freak. i get away with most things cuz im never suspected and its actually kinda practical. nobody really knows how fruity i am, not like it matters but im feeling so promiscuous lately, its like the night brings out this completely different me. ive never been open to this new kind of variety n im only now starting to figure things out, its actually opened up so many new (closet) doors. letting the sass shine has actually broadened my horizons by alot.

im only now starting to socialize a bit more, willing to meet new people and actually be myself, its actually surprising to me whenever people are into me, i never thought i could be as fun as they say. but often i feel like i am two people at once, one minute im in the corner and the next im in the center. i dont rly know how to describe it or why i am the way i am. all i know is i wanna have some hard fun. summer's on the way, school's out in a few days and i really need to get this shit GOING.