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on photos and perceptions
Category: Life
i saw this tweet a while ago that essentially said the way a person takes photos of you shows the way they perceive you and i feel like this is so true because when i look back on the photos my ex took of me they were so goofy and spontaneous and he clearly saw me as someone silly and the photos my dad takes of me are always from such a high angle making me look tiny and childlike and the photos m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
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my bucket list
Category: Life
there's a lot of things i want to do before i die. i thought it would be fun to post my bucket list and get inspo from other peoples' bucket lists =D here's some stuff on mine, in no particular order: fall in love for real and forever sightsee/travel the world (esp east/southeast asia) visit all the national parks go to afghanistan (where my family is from) do mdma with the love of my life take s... » Continue Reading
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i'm crushed.
Category: Romance and Relationships
i've had a pretty big crush on this girl in my class for a couple years now, she has the prettiest eyes and she's just so freaking cute and i found out she was queer at a party we both were at back in like 2021... anyways i finally got the courage to ask her on a date this yr and we just had it yesterday and i completely blew it. i was so nervous and thrilled to just be talking to her that i ended... » Continue Reading
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poem share
Category: Writing and Poetry
hey guys, just wrote this poem that i'm pretty proud of tbh. lemme know what y'all think :) you ruined it again Mother, the cycle is complete. I have tumbled six feet deep, Right back into your body Where I can feel the pulse points of your anger— A hot and heavy rage— Where I can bend down and touch the toes Of your misery. Your bones break beneath my own skin; » Continue Reading
the illusion of control
Category: Life
i believe, rather i know, that much of my unhappiness stems from believing in the illusion of control. growing up in a rather uncontrollable household has led me to grasp tightly onto every aspect of my life because i want to have power for once, i want to be able to change things so they suit me and so i can be happy. but happy is never a feeling i have gained from exerting this false sense of c... » Continue Reading
idk why but i feel like crying
Category: Life
everything's going pretty good in my life for the most part and i really don't have anything to be upset about but i'm just so fucking frustrated for some reason and it's killing me. i feel like i deserve something more out of my existence and like i'm grasping for something that is on the tip of my tongue but for once, i find it hard to verbalize. i just want to sit down and have a good cry but i... » Continue Reading
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the importance of being there for others
Category: Life
you don't have to pour all your energy into making others feel appreciated, all it takes is a simple "i'm thinking about you" or "hope you're well" text, to make another person feel seen and cared for. it's so horrible to feel alone, let your loved ones know you're there for them » Continue Reading
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i don't want to wait around
Category: Life
does anyone else just want to find "the one" and be done already? i have no energy to go on dates with people who will disappoint me. to waste time on pointless interactions. i just want to meet the person whom i will marry and begin building something with them. the person who awakens and nurtures the deeper parts of me. i value my time, security, love, comfort.] i firmly believe that i will find... » Continue Reading
went out in gothic lolita last night
Category: Life
I paid way too much for this dress but I couldn't resist. I was a little nervous to go out in public like this but one of my resolutions for 2023 was to put myself out there more. My friend and I went downtown to some a » Continue Reading
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xmas party selfie dump
Category: Life
christmas was a blast this yr! spent it with the family, lots of gift giving and laughter involved :-) » Continue Reading