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went out in gothic lolita last night

Category: Life

I paid way too much for this dress but I couldn't resist. I was a little nervous to go out in public like this but one of my resolutions for 2023 was to put myself out there more.  My friend and I went downtown to some a » Continue Reading

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xmas party selfie dump

Category: Life

christmas was a blast this yr! spent it with the family, lots of gift giving and laughter involved :-) » Continue Reading

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12/17 review

Category: Blogging

i only got 4 hours of sleep since i slept at 6 am and i just played league all morning and activated my new phone. then i sat in bed for like 3 hours until i took a shower and got ready to go the mall with my dad to buy cases for our new phones. there wasn't really a good selection, i just went with this hot pink one. then i walked around the mall for 20 minutes just browsing and i walked into thi... » Continue Reading

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i fell in love

Category: Blogging

i fell in love this year, and i can't touch him, i can't even tell him, it would be a sin, it would carry in my heart like deadweight, it would be terrible and i don't want to bear the burden of such a thing, it will be kept secret i shall swear it but he has a bright smile and even brighter eyes, and i cannot lie i have fantasized of what it would be like to be with him, if the time were right, b... » Continue Reading

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fit check

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

got this cute ass shirt :> i love the lil bows » Continue Reading

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my aesthetic

Category: Blogging

breaking down during the sweet, serene interlude of a heavy song wearing nothing but a slip dress, skin and heart bare to the cold, snowy claws of winter restrained crying in the bathroom, trying not to mess up ur perfect eyeliner laughing to urself in public because nothing feels real, nothing has in months, is this even ur body? the constant feeling of eyes burning into ur flesh the futility of ... » Continue Reading

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nightcore recs

Category: Music

when i listen to nightcore... sometimes i am filled with hope and dreams » Continue Reading

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i wanna get f#@/!d by a vampire

Category: Life

idk i just feel like it'd be awesome » Continue Reading

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i feel broken

Category: Life

i'm tired of this numbness inside of me. the distance between myself and the world, the silent barrier that makes everything behind it look fuzzy and strange. i feel as though i am slowly going insane. i am living— living?— on autopilot, barely processing anything and simply moving my legs mechanically from one point to another. the feelings i feel are muted and artificial. they don't come from my... » Continue Reading

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sigh

Category: Blogging

im tired of being the way i am and im also tired of not accepting myself  tired of nothing feeling quite right at all » Continue Reading

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work bully

Category: Life

no sooner than i make my last post about loving the people at my job i begin getting bullied by the very girl who trained me. it's like she went through a total personality switch in the span of a week, suddenly acting like a total bitch and shit talking me behind my back while i'm literally within earshot. i already talked to my manager about it but she's been here for 3 years and has a presence ... » Continue Reading

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struggling w/ derealization

Category: Blogging

i recently got a new part-time job and i kinda actually look forward to going the days i work! it's kinda weird but true. i think it's mostly the people (my coworkers) tbh. i work with such a diverse range of people it's insane. and i love it!! i actually was invited to hang out with a few of my coworkers last weekend and it was pretty fun! we went candle shopping and ate at cheesecake factory. th... » Continue Reading

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