Beautiful? Adorable? This flesh prison that I’ve come to hate, that’s attractive to you? My body can’t even work right; it sabotages me with pain and horrible feelings in my brain. Crooked spine, struggling organs, I want to get a new one please! I wasn’t built right. The numbers don’t make sense, I can’t focus even on the important things. Trouble understanding social queues, embarrassing myself ... » Continue Reading
Born to be a pack animal, forced to live in a dystopian hellscape where there’s a loneliness epidemic. There’s a reason so many teenagers (and some adults) are turning to talking to AI. It’s something that isn’t even sentient so you’re talking to yourself in a way. Everyone’s fucking lonely but we’re too intimidated by other people. We’re forgetting how to socialize. We’re distrusting of each oth... » Continue Reading
I thought I made a potential new friend here when they started messaging me but then they send me a message that was the classic “I take art commissions” line when I didn’t ask. It was pretty much verbatim what I’ve seen on sites like twitter and bluesky. So sad. » Continue Reading
If we don’t get to see our loved ones in some sort of afterlife then what’s the point? I’m not as convinced as devout religious folks that something like that exists. I can’t let myself think that there’s nothing after we die either. That’s too scary and depressing. » Continue Reading
I need a new therapist badly but I’m so intimidated by finding the right one and telling my life story & trauma all over again to a brand new person. That’s exhausting. » Continue Reading
Somebody drew my girl for Artfight & since I’ve never received art of her before I’m so happy. I’m gonna explode I think. 🤯😱 I haven’t even fully looked at the drawing, just the thumbnail image while I mentally prepare myself. » Continue Reading
My mom & stepdad have been on a road trip but they had to go to Urgent Care because he was having trouble breathing. Now he’s at a hospital in Albany (NY) and they figured out he has congestive heart failure. Thank goodness my mom’s friend lives nearby and she can stay with him during this. It sounds like the doctor(s) are trying out other options before surgery. As always I’m grateful for Wren d... » Continue Reading
I was born in St. Paul and lived in the Twin Cities area until I was 17. I’m a proud Minnesotan even if I’m not proud of my country overall. Seeing an assassination (let’s call it what it is, folks) shake everyone to the core there is unsettling. My dad still lives in St. Paul and I have other family in the area as well. I’m sure that I’ll be talking about all of this with my dad soon. On another ... » Continue Reading
https://flip.it/rdkuTq The Madleen crew: trying to bring resources to an entire nation that’s being starved and bombed to death Zionists: This is for Hamas?! #Free Palestine! » Continue Reading