So the last girl I blogged about, we went on that date. It was amazing, she begged me not to go, I drove home from San Diego at around 12am, got home around 2am. I spent like 12 hours with her and we spent the whole time holding hands and kissing, after having talking a month it felt nice. But apparently today she decided she wasn’t ready, hahaha. The downfall started Monday. I was understanding a... » Continue Reading
Last time I wrote an update on here I mentioned an old friend/flame. We kept it casual for about 3 months (if casual is having a toothbrush at her place and doing everything a couple does, lol) she’s still a good friend, she recently started talking to someone which I knew was coming, giving her some space for a while just so that I’m not in the way of this new relationship she’s forming. I was a ... » Continue Reading
Haven’t been on here in a long, long time. Everything has changed, not even sure I know the girl I was 2-3 years ago. My parents are separated now, well it’s more complex than that. My mom and siblings have a restraining order on my dad, I’m the only one who can see him. It’s a 3 year restraining order, so they probably won’t be at my college grad when I finally do finish. I broke up with the ex I... » Continue Reading
I’m currently sitting in my car waiting for class to start. I always get anxious when I get here early, lol. Also, I was pissed cus I bought the wrong hot pockets. I warmed one up before I left THINKING they were the pizza ones and they weren’t. 😕. Very disappointed. I’ve been having a rough 3 weeks, my uncle just passed away. He was my mom’s uncle, closest thing she had to a father, and closest t... » Continue Reading
So I just found out today that my mom is pregnant. I feel bad for not feeling super ecstatic, I'd love a new sibling, but that isn't the problem. If my mom decided to have the baby, I'd support her and love them unconditionally. The problem is, I'm the oldest of five kids. Yup. Five. My mom had me very young, so if my mom were to have it, we'd be 20 years apart. lol. The problem really isn't the f... » Continue Reading
Sup everyone! It’s been a while, i would say it’s because i’m busy or something but then i’d just be lying. I’ve been kind of down for a while now, i hate admitting it because it makes me feel guilty, i do have my good days but when i have my bad days they feel so heavy, i know i should go to therapy but i always just ignore it. My gf is always checking up on me and trying to get me to do what’s b... » Continue Reading
Sup guys, it’s been a very very veryyy long time since i’ve hopped on here. So my life has gone every which way, I spiraled down from late September through December. I spent every day partying even on Tuesdays, i spent basically everyday absolutely trashed, and i didn’t even care, finally had the courage to tell the girl i was talking to that i didn’t wanna be with her bc the way she treated me w... » Continue Reading
I deleted my instagram account, but I'm debating on whether or not to get it back. (it gives you like 3 weeks before it actually deletes incase you change your mind). I really don't need it, but I like to post the music I hear with random pics. I kind of just want to delete everything and just keep this. I used to be famous on twitter, but I got suspended. I made another account, but it wasn't the... » Continue Reading
I guess I'm going to resort to making blogs on here since I've been suspended from twitter for who knows how long. This has become my only outlet lmfao, sad. Anyways, my parents are thinking about getting a dog and I hope they decide to do so because maybe it'll improve my mental health lol. Also, I feel the urge to pack my shit and go somewhere before heading off to college. The only problem is I... » Continue Reading