Just another blog

Loneliness has never been an issue for me. I actually enjoy the feeling, or enjoyed. I feel awful, sick even. I have a couple of friends that I consider family, I mean they’re solid people, I adore them. I think it’s just that my family doesn’t feel like a family to me anymore, everything is so broken. I also have had such a bad experience with women lately. I don’t mean to sound like an ass, but I know I’m not a bad person. I think I make an amazing partner. I’m loving and understanding, I’m not a jealous person, I love loving. Not really sure why I’ve hit such a rough patch. Or why I attract women who are scared of committing. I digress, I just don’t know who else I can tell that I haven’t already told. I feel lost.