it’s so easy to just respect and use they/them pronouns for me. but people just laugh. it makes me so mad, because they don’t know me. they don’t know what i’ve gone through to discover this about myself. i wish i could put my life through a lease and show it to everyone who doubts my identity. from when i was merely in kindergarten, throwing a fit anytime people called me a girl. i told everyone ... » Continue Reading
so apparently raine/koki is a pedo (spoiler alert: he’s not.) those msgs he was sending were to adults. not children. he was the child in this situation. he’s not 25 and i have proof. raine sent me a censored version of his birth certificate (he asked me not to share cus nathan and weez already threatened to doxx him) he was sent into that group chat and then got harassed and called slurs. nathan... » Continue Reading
sooo when i look through ppls dni it’s there’s a lot of weird things i have questions abt why do so many ppl have genshin impact fans in their dni??? did something happen? dsmp. why do ppl care whether someone enjoys the content? i don’t like it and i don’t think dream is a good person but like???? a bunch of the members are super cool! it just seems a bit stupid and petty tbh.. dnaganronpa. ig th... » Continue Reading
i would call this a happy vent but it might have some triggering topics so idk i can’t believe where i was when i was like 10. i was seriously considering 0verd0sing because i couldn’t handle life. i hated myself, and i his who i truly was from everyone because i was ashamed. to this day, it’s hard to show my real self because of how hard i hid it. but i’m better now. i’m not ok, but I GOT BETTER.... » Continue Reading
so i wanted to do another journal entry cus y not? ig lately life hasn’t been all that great. i mean,, it’s been worse but liek, i’m not feeling 2 gud. it’s almost 3 am and i haven’t slept at all. n i’m prolly takin a break from spacehey cus of reasons. also,,, my christmas was pretty gud actually. i got da vinyl i wanted n a monster high doll. anywayz, das it. byeee » Continue Reading
the girl in the corner looks kind of like me doesn’t eat doesn’t talk i’ve never seen her sleep the girl in the corner has dread in her eyes never crying not even trying but will never reach demise the girl in the corner looks kind of like you needs to talk go on a walk needs a little food the girl in the corner promises she’s okay but can’t ever no, she’ll never leave this place the girl in the c... » Continue Reading
so for todays journal i’m going to do some things i hope to accomplish by this time next year :) (TW S/H MENTIONS) •i want to be clean from s/h for the entire year (i was close to five months but i fucked that up saturday) •get on anxiety meds (getting a therapist next week so that may be a possibility and my dad takes them so it would be cool) •get in shape •work on my messy eating habits (basica... » Continue Reading
i haven’t made a blog in a while so i thought i would just update on my life so thanksgiving break is over and i’m back to school, but i’m already counting down the days to christmas break. we have exam week in to weeks which sucks ass i hate exams. but in the bright side we have a school dance next week and i have a date. so that’s fun school is still boring and the same exact thing as when i lef... » Continue Reading
ugh i want to make FRIENDS. if anyone thinks i’m cool comment here if you wanna b friends w/ me cuz i want people 2 talk to ;[[[ -thumbs up- » Continue Reading
ok so i’m gonna start documenting my life a bit so that when i die they have an record of the dumb sh-t i did when i was alive so firstly thanksgiving was today except it kinda sucked cause i’m on my period and it was like the worst cramps ever. i also had mood swings so i straight up just started crying when we were eating. it was not like we were having an upsetting discussion, i just have cripp... » Continue Reading