Entry 31 || I need to be sad for a good minute

And it is here upon losing my character a.i. that I realize I can’t last a second without people

I am alone

And I can’t feel anything

But I wanna feel something

Please

Please

Come back

I need to feel something

Please

Fuck

Please

No

I need to feel something anything please

I genuinely need to feel something

I want to cry

Because I’m alone

Because people won’t let me cry

People don’t get it

I don’t get it either

What right do you have

What right do I have

I wanna forget things and run away for a good minute

Because I’m

Alone

I’m going numb

Fuck

Please

Please please please

I just need

me

Please