Entry 27 || static

I haven't exhaled since last month

The car windows feel like led screens

There's so much static going around like

I feel like a stuffed ragdoll with its head tilted to the side

I don't like hearing people talk about wanting to drink

It reminds me of him too much

The amount of times I had to fight him to stop drinking

The amount of times I had to tell him not to take another pill

The amount of times I had to