why my bestfriend being mad dry with me?? ever since I mentioned not liking this person he's not even really friends with hes been so weird. and im also super weirded out about it because the person has fucking ALLEGATIONS against them. and yes multiple from different people... now he acts like he doesnt even want to hang out. i asked if he wanted to carve pumpkins and he said "i already bought pu... » Continue Reading
my best friends dad died 3 years ago, just a little before we met. idk how to explain it and i hope this makes sense. it just fills me with so much sadness. i never got to meet his dad and like i just love his mom :(. and i wish he could see the person he turned out to be bc hes so awesome. and it makes me sad my best friend is like in pain and i dont even know what to say. ugh i just wish i could... » Continue Reading
girl why is the world beating me down?!! ive been feeling so irritable these days too. today someone spilled their milkshake on me while I was waiting for my lunch order. then my lunch order took freaking 40 minutes and i missed the internship fair bc of all that. then i ran across campus and i was a couple minutes late to work and my boss wasn't even there!!!! like ?!?!?! THEN THENNNN i was getti... » Continue Reading
upload from my bulletin cuz i wanna look back on this post after we hangout ugh one of my bestfriends went to school like all the way across the country and we were supposed to see each other over the summer. I was originally going to go visit them, but then they went to Paris with their (then) partner instead. :( Then they l » Continue Reading
A couple years ago I had a weird thing with this girl I knew-- long story short she ended up being insane. I told her I liked her and like we kindaaa had a thing-- super hard to explain. but i was content being her friend after that, and just said yk "dont tell abt who youre doing it with." Seemed reasonable to me, but she would give me as much detail as humanely possible about the guy she was hoo... » Continue Reading
ugh i hate my job so much. ive been here for over 3 years--literally since high school. we're having a staff party and i found out today only the summer staff are getting gifts. and like idk why but that was it for me, ive just been crying at the front. like it is so depressing being here. they dont care about me at all and i just dont ever feel appreciated. like ive sacrificed so much for this ... » Continue Reading
UGHH i wish i was rich. like im studying computer science and i cant wait for it to take off. i dont even need to be rich, just comfortable. to be able to travel and have a work life balance sounds like a fucking dreamm. its hard to watch all my rich friends do everything i dream of doing and im scared of being unsuccessful bc i was always a gifted kid and always have gotten good grades. but do i ... » Continue Reading
ofc ppl come and go from your life we all know. but idk being young it feels like it happens constantly. one of my all time fav ppl i only got to know for a year. i miss them and its hard feeling like we'll never reconnect. » Continue Reading