10.02.2025 holy i have not been blogging much lately, sorry everyone. ill post an outfit here once i get a photo buttt i got new shoes!! yesterday my mom took me to the mall because my "nice" shoes are fucked up real bad. ive been planning on getting shoes for a while, since summer so my mom has bee » Continue Reading
i feel like i want to start romanticising my life again, i need to just break things down and enjoy little things. i am focused so much on the future and ive just been stressing so hard recently about everything. the big thing is i feel like i dont have enough time to get things done so instead of starting any of those things i say "i dont have time" and just end up on tiktok AGAIN. i seriously th... » Continue Reading
dude i can't even do this anymore, this is gonna sound absolutely insane but istg this happened. okay so starting from the beginning on the first day of school. I get on my bus and there is a few new kids and one of them is a kid named holton, idc to name drop cuz im mad as fuck and this kid could get hit by a car for all i care. I get on the bus and make the mistake of being nice to him, i say hi... » Continue Reading
07.05.2025 im FINALLY starting to feel happy and then all of a sudden. PERIOD. WHY. WHY DOES IT DO THAT??? the moment im finally not feeling depressed im hit with BLOOD. and to make it worse??? my mom somehow gets bitchier when im on my period. its like she can sense it. normal days?? shes fine, she never starts off mad she just gets mad if you fuck up, but if im on my period??? she will come into... » Continue Reading
yayy its fucking finally july. anyways i went thrifting!! the blog post for canada day should be out today but im a little busy doing a closet clean out so who knows. on with the haul!! when i first got into the store i KNEW it was gonna be good because subconsciously i could feel myself wanting to » Continue Reading
okay so i wrote out a whole blog in my notes that i had going from the 27th to the day i went home and when it was done i accidentally completely deleted everything, and not just like 2000 words worth of text, im talking like 15 thousand words. which i was going to shorten it a little or split it all up into da » Continue Reading
my mom said theres fireworks this weekend! i go camping out in this place that is lowkey trashy, the owners like people to call it a "resort" but its a little too low level for that. we have a pond thats dyed blue and i think theres leeches in it :c there are definitely frogs though. no fish just a bunch of male mosquitoes, thats where they go to breed i think thank god they dont bite. the pond su... » Continue Reading
i dont actually think i LIKE men. i find men attractive but i actually hate men, i completely despise them, even in friendships i consistently insult them and lowkey mean it. in relationships it feels like im tied down to a rock at the bottle of a lake. i think the only reason i date men is because they are available for some reason and cuz i find them attractive but lowkey the only times ive actu... » Continue Reading
oh yay baby my mind is so far in rant mode im too lazy to even turn on music. just kidding i love music im gonna put on some musicccc. oh yeah music is on. anyways my brain is moving at a million miles an hour and i just realized i havent posted some form of blog about my life in quite a while wowowowoowow. i cant sleep for the life of me, sleep schedule has me fucked so far up the ass i dont thin... » Continue Reading