psychotic weirdo won't leave me alone

dude i can't even do this anymore, this is gonna sound absolutely insane but istg this happened. okay so starting from the beginning on the first day of school. I get on my bus and there is a few new kids and one of them is a kid named holton, idc to name drop cuz im mad as fuck and this kid could get hit by a car for all i care.

I get on the bus and make the mistake of being nice to him, i say hi because he said hi to me so i was just trying to be nice. its his first day and i dont want him to think i hate him. so i sit down and try to ignore him. he talks to some random kid who he doesn't know and introduces himself. he is sooo awkward this kid is so beyond awkward i dont even think you can save him. he starts off with "do you want to join my group?"

wtf does that mean?? its a friend group, hes asking him to be his friend because hes trying to make a friend group. okay weird as fuck?? the kid says no cuz why on earth would you say that to someone you met less than 5 minutes ago. anyways he asks this kid if he thinks hes awkward in the middle of their conversation, like randomly and the kid pretends he doesnt know what that word means. hes from russia and speaks english fluently, hes lived here for like 2 years, and hes used that word before so i know he knows what that means. i dont blame him, if i could pretend i didnt know what a word meant to avoid a conversation i would. 

anyways i go to my next classes, kid was a little weird but sure idc. at lunch i go to the theatre to hang out with some people and at least find people i know. hes there and randomly comes up to my group to ask us if we want to do just dance with him. they had just dance on the screen in the theatre in case you wanted to do that idk. i said no cuz what.

bus ride home he talks to my friends ex gf and this poor girl did NOT want to talk to him, but at least she was being nice. 

next day, its wednesday, 2nd day of school. i get on the bus and ignore him. lunch is important

i go to the theatre again and they put on karaoke so some people went up to sing. he came up behind me to talk to me and i asked him if he was doing theatre this year, he said he wants to do tech. so ouch, now i have to work with him this year. he says he knows me, which is weird as fuck. like he says "ive seen you before" and he knew my name, it was weird as shit. ive never seen this kid in my life. so i think like the whole day, where in my life have i met this fucking weirdo?? and i wouldve remembered him because hes fucking weird. like incredibly weird. now at first i thought he was just bad at social skills and was just trying to fit in despite that, but no, its so much deeper.

after school i see my friend and try to talk to her, then this guy comes up to me and i ask him if our bus is here. notice how i only talk to him if i NEED something, because i dont fucking like him, or know him. anyways we go look for my bus and when he find it he asks to sit with me, i say sure cuz i thought like its one day and idc that much, i can ask him about theatre

this is insane btw, like actually crazy

we are talking normally i ask him about theatre and tell him about the plays we did and he randomly introjects the conversation with "im adopted and my mom has cancer and my real mom is dead" awesome, why would you tell me that?? i tried to bring the conversation away from that and he just kept talking about it. weird

i ask him how he knew me, because im still weirded out that this random knows me and i dont know him. he knows my name, stuff about me and i dont know where the hell he knows me from. he takes forever to say it and says we have talked "many times" finally i get it out of him. we met a random park over 6 years ago. one time. yet he remembers my name, and facts about me, its WEIRD. how does this random kid i met when i was in like grade 3 or 4 fucking know me. im creeped out, majorly. 

he keeps talking. and will not stop touching my things, he keeps grabbing at my keychains and other shit and its just annoying. he stops eventually, and i just wanna go home.

whatever i just told you wasnt the worst part though, no not at all. randomly he goes "you dont mind that i have to psychosis meds" or something like that, i dont remember what meds it was but whatever, it was close to that word. anyways i say yeah i dont care cuz like who that fuck are you. im trying to be nice so this kid doesnt freak out. then he keeps going "you dont care that i assaulted my entire family?"

well um?? do i??? i say i dont know. he keeps going "you dont care that i assaulted my mom while she had cancer?" whatttt. keeps going, saying crazy shit. "you dont care that ive done things that should have put me in jail" hey maybe i do? i say no i dont care, im freaked out and scared of what this kid is gonna say if i say i do care and that hes weird. he punches me in the arm in a joking manner, like hes decided we are friends. i say ow, cuz ow? he says "haha im just teasing you, you know im teasing you right?" atp put me in a documentary.

at the point i just thought he was insane, absolutely out of his mind, and i dont think im very far from it. he tells me about his mom having cancer again, in the same exact way he said before, like hes been saying it all day. the exact same tone, the exact same words, it was weird. i told him he told me that already and he goes "oh" and turns to the girl beside me and goes "hello!"

hello?? why on earth are you talking to her. i like that girl so i try to make help, i tell him she listens to music and probably doesnt want to talk. she doesnt have headphones, she heard me and took that hint, she ignored him

he says hello again and she ignores him. then he goes "haha silly! shes not wearing headphones!" and then says hello again. she realizes he knows and she says hi back, shes clearly uncomfortable, as she should be. he says hi and then goes "did you know im adopted and my mom has cancer and my real mom is dead?" WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT. she says yes. they are in the same science class and he tells everyone that. he tells everyone that??? first thing when he meets them. why on earth. this weirdo not only told me that, he tells everyone that. 

he turns back to me. he talks about how his parents dont understand him and how they just hate him. he just starts ranting about how they want him to tell him everything and when he does they get mad. i agree so he thinks im listening, i just want to get off the bus. he keeps going, "my parents just dont understand me, they always say "why did we have adopt you?" "why do you always do this?" "you make our lives harder"" im like scared atp cuz holy fuck.

he says he was bullied in his old school by his friends boyfriend and he said he has rape allegations. he said the kid claimed he had raped this girl because he tripped and fell and touched her arm. i have a feeling it went different and it couldve counted as sa, but sure whatever. finally my bus gets to my stop, as i get off he says "meet me in the cafeteria" 

next day, when i get on the bus, he shouts my name multiple times. i ignore him because hes fucking crazy. i sit down at my seat and pretend hes not there. when i get off he is shouting my name again, i get off and speed walk away, trying to avoid him. he pushes past everyone on my bus and RUNS after me. i manage to get him to leave me alone by turning away from the door i was waiting for to open to walking to the other door, he takes the hint thank god and doesnt follow me. 

at lunch i avoid him, he is looking for me. i see my friend and stop to talk to him, i see him and instantly turn away and walk the other way. everytime i saw him i would ignore him or turn the other way. i saw him going into my chem class and he tried to chase after me, he shouted my name and i looked at him and walked into my class. 

i have a spare last block and go home so i dont see him.

next day i get on the bus and this time he doesn't yell at me to come sit with him, so i sit at the very front of the bus again to avoid him. this time he is talking to a new person and i assumed he finally moved on, but i was wrong. i overhear him talking to her and hes complaining about me. he told her i was a bad friend and i was avoiding him and not properly telling him what upset me and all this other shit. which is weird because we were never friends, like ever. but he just keeps going, its like hes yelling. also he completely name dropped and was talking so loudly and openly about me it just made me uncomfortable. this girl happens to be my exes cousin

holden tells her that he thinks he offended me by saying my voice was monotone 2 days before </3 and i decided to just ignore him. then i hear him talking about liking me and wanting to ask me out and all this other stuff and she told him he probably could manage to go out with me because my ex is literally the worst ever. like i was so uncomfortable T_T

anyways he wants to talk to be after the bus ride so he shouts at me and i decide i should just tell him i dont want to be friends and that hes weird. so i turn around and agree to talking to him. when we get off the bus he asks if he offended me, i said no and i told him we weren't really friends.

he said he wanted to become friends and i said that i didnt want to be his friend and i said that i was trying to be nice for the past few days and hint i didnt want to be around him. I said that i just found him weird and he got a little offended and said "woah.. low blow dude" and i said i was just trying to be honest so he would understand and then he got mad and said he was socially weird because of his mom and i said he has trust issues (he trusts too fast) and he got mad and blamed it on his mom and all these other things. i told him that he was weird and he said it was mental health issues, i said i didnt care and that didnt change that he was weird and made me uncomfortable. he said i was judging him and i said i wasnt judging him i just didnt want to be his friend and i walked away. 

he hasnt spoken to me in the past few days so i think im safe, but hes been doing this to other people. (the girl talking to him at the bus, this girl i know in grade 12 and other girl who is in my family circle) 

anyways hes crazy and im scared