why does my mom do this 💔

07.05.2025

im FINALLY starting to feel happy and then all of a sudden. PERIOD. WHY. WHY DOES IT DO THAT??? the moment im finally not feeling depressed im hit with BLOOD. and to make it worse??? my mom somehow gets bitchier when im on my period. its like she can sense it. normal days?? shes fine, she never starts off mad she just gets mad if you fuck up, but if im on my period??? she will come into my room, FIRST time waking me up "GET THE FUCK UP ITS NOON, YOU SLEEP ALL DAMN DAY" YOU TOOK MY PHONE SO I DONT HAVE A FUCKING ALARN YOU BITCH. and then its like 1pm and she comes into my room "are you sleeping? you better not be sleeping" IM LITERALLY AWAKE, YOU CAN SEE ME BEING AWAKE, I EVEN DID MY HAIR???? and then she gets mad at me for not being awake. im literally awake?? 💔 AND THEN??? she comes in AGAIN and tells me to take my dishes down and guess what, she already came in when she got me up and took all my dishes, so i have NONE. I DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING DISHES. I HAVE ONE CUP THAT IM LITERALLY USING. so i go downstairs to make myself some food and her first instinct is to yell at me?? i dont fucking have the time or the energy for that, im NOT trying to start shit with this bitch rn im just trying to eat. GUESS WHAT??? IM BANNED FROM EATING. WHY JUST LET ME FUCKING EAT??? she yells at me saying im not allowed to eat cuz i didnt get my dishes and she starts bitching about the damn dishes again. so i go upstairs i bring down my ONE dish. which is a cup that doesnt go in the dishwasher so we put those cups beside the sink so they dont go in the dishwasher when we do dishes. SHE YELLS AT ME FOR NOT PUTTING IT IN THE SINK??? THAT FUCKING CUP HAS NEVER TOUCHED THE SINK IN ITS LIFEEEEE. I CANT DO NOTHING RIGHT. and then to fucking make it WORSE, i STILL cant eat. WHY THE FUCK NOT. LET ME EAT IM FUCKING HUNGRY ITS 3PM AND I HAVENT EATEN YETTT. IM HUNGRY AND IM BLEEDING EVERYWHERE I JUST WANNA EAT. im sitting on the deck because im not allowed to be in room cuz apparently being in my room means im sleeping??? then she comes out onto the deck to yell at me to clean my room. she doesnt come out all nice NO, SHE STARTS BY YELLING. "you gotta clean your room, im sick of it being dirty!" the way i cleaned it YESTERDAY. ITS FUCKING CLEANNNN. just my bed isnt made?? what does she want me to do??? scrub every surface 50 times with a toothbrush??? WHAT DO I GOTTA DO TO BE LEFT ALONEEE. IM IN FUCKING PAIN, I WANNA EAT, JUST LET ME LIVE. WHY DOES SHE ONLY PULL THIS SHIT WHEN IM ON MY PERIOD. YESTERDAY SHE WAS FINE, SHE WAS NICE AS SHIT, BUT TODAY??? THE DAY I GET MY PERIOD??? NO IM GONNA BITCH ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU DO AND BLAME IT ALL ON ME I DIDNT DO ANYTHING IM JUST SITTING. LET ME SIT IN PEACE FOR FUCKS SAKE