camping blog!! 06.27-29.2025

okay so i wrote out a whole blog in my notes that i had going from the 27th to the day i went home and when it was done i accidentally completely deleted everything, and not just like 2000 words worth of text, im talking like 15 thousand words. which i was going to shorten it a little or split it all up into days when i posted it but now its all gone. i have photos and a brief memory of everything that happened. ive slept so much today and still for some reason im tired, i went to bed at 1 and woke up naturally at 6:30, and then after i had a nap from 9-12 so idk why im so tired. anyways not that important. im gonna go make tea and then ill lock in to write this blog. 

im back from making tea and also food!

my weekend was surprisingly eventful, but i suppose thats because it was canada day weekend. I'm currently watching how to train your dragon (the first movie) because i haven't seen it since 2023. i rewatch movies ive seen 100 times, i like what i like.

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I woke up at like 12 and checked up on spacehey, my blog was still getting a bunch of views and kudos, its all done now because its off the front page but its alright, im planning on making a part 2!! ill put them in a little section on my neocities, itll be super cute trust. i liked having the blog blow up, everyone was so nice in the comments as well ^^ i got half dressed (put on some sweats and a hoodie) and then started packing, heres the fit!

I packed some books, although i only read the chainsaw man manga i brought, i didnt read frankenstein, but i had one singular thought about reading it and it was instantly dismissed. after packing, which took WAY too long i ate some breakfast

i saw some pretty clouds on the way up + also i got a drink

when i got to my trailer i mostly just sat around, i learned early on there was NO service, like nothing. with everyone around the campground using it, i was basically on sos. i played blockblast for a bit, but mostly i just sat around. i mentioned i read chainsaw man, i read it on the first day around 6, i took some photos of frames i liked

i decided to turn on a movie and draw a little bit, i also made some food for myself and hot chocolate! i chose to put on ponyo.

before i went to bed i watched mean girls

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my mom made me some grilled cheese, it was a little burnt on one side but i didnt mind it. my dad bought me wifi for the day. for context, my campground has wifi, you just have to pay for it if you want to use it. you only get it for 24 hours and it sucks but its something.

also heres the fit for the day!! even though im in the middle of nowhere, i still look cunty at least (its all i have left)

after that i mostly just sat around, i watched tiktok, i was on pinterest for a bit and i texted some of my friends while i had wifi. the campground was putting on some fireworks for canada day, although its supposed to be tomorrow (july 1st) i got changed cuz i wanted to wear jeans cuz it was getting chilly.

then after i changed again because i realized it was too cold for a tshirt

fireworks finally happened at 11, i got videos but because i cant really put them in here (cuz its fucking annoying) i took screenshots from the videos. these damn fireworks were SO loud, like we were so close to them that there was barely any sound delay. it sounded like gunshots it was insane, like some of the video is fucked because there would be a firework i didnt see go up and i would flinch when it went off. but they were also super cool. it was cool also because the crowd is nice, back at home when we have fireworks its usually super chill, theres like some cheering but not really. at my trailer people are like drunk beyond their minds so they are soooo loud lmao, like even during when the fireworks go off. ALSO there was this little girl who im assuming has never seen fireworks before because she was like SCREAMING, like actually letting it out. she was screaming like the whole time during this loud bit and i wonder how her vocal cords arent fried. get this girl in a metal band

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i woke up kind of early and then got dressed and ate, my photos of my outfit suckedddd but heres the best one i had

i took like no photos for this day so i guess i have to actually write stuff. sighhhhh. i was at the pond for like 4 hours, the pond is like the beach kind of. we have a sand beach and grass on the sides so people use it like a beach. i got so freaking sunburnt on my legs (light trigger warning but not really) because i used to wear just swim trunks to cover up my scars when i was self harming but this time i wore much shorter shorts and then my thighs burned cuz they havent seen the sun in like 3 years. so now my legs hurt REALLY bad </3

i basically just sat in a lawn chair for 4 hours (i wonder why i burned) my mom said she would get me a pina colada if i went in the water so i went on a floaty for like 2 minutes and freaked out and had to get out. im not a very good swimmer and i get cold REALLY easily so i actually hate water, plus sometimes it gives me hives. anyways when i got out she took me to get one at the bar but the stupid machine wasn't ready :C so i didnt even get one. my dad bought me a peace tea though

when i got back finally i was a little tiny bit pissed at my mom. my dad was supposed to head back home that day and i didn't wanna stay till monday so i packed up my stuff and asked him if i could come with him. my mom got all mad and was super petty about everything. when i told her i was leaving i told her not to tell my brother because he was going to want to go, she wanted to prove me wrong and asked him to go and guess what, i was right! so my mom was mad she being left alone and i specifically didn't want her telling him because i didnt want her left alone. she was all mad at me and just mad in general because when my mom asked why my brother wanted to leave he said "because i dont want to be stuck here with you", which is just mean. my reasoning was because i was getting easily irritated and i felt trapped because of the lack of privacy and service. also i was sunburnt and the cream is at home. i just wanted to go lmao. she was a little mad but i ended up being able to head home fine

finally got home and just enjoyed some time being alone and without anyone talking to me

also i notice i forgot to blur my face but im so fucking tired right now so actually dont even care, face reveal i guess. my tiktok is linked in my profile, ive face revealed on there, i just dont care to show my face here because i look SHIT in photos, like i look actually dumb. i always zone out in photos or i dont look at the camera and then my face just looks CHOPPED as helllll