Morning entry: I slept well. We got to have the air conditioning last night. I have not slept so well in the summer in such a long while. Normally we were not allowed to use it in our room despite it being the sunniest side of the house because it blows the fuse to the whole house... We were just plugging it in the wrong socket all these years- Half the room is connected to the bathroom fuse and t... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: I saw strange lights at 1:40am, they could've been my sister's phone but it's usually turned off or face down. it looked like a flashlight shining through the window, maybe I'm being paranoid. I woke up at a reasonable time. I noticed the head of my shaving razor was missing. I thought it broke of at the bottom of the bag but no it was just missing entirely. I hope to find it. repl... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: [TW: Talk of depression] The house is empty so I'm blogging in the kitchen today. I really like having the house to myself here. It's going to be hot today so I might not go outside so I'm trying to figure out other things to do. I was outside all day yesterday, so maybe its okay that I don't go out. Dad texted me to get the fan from my brother's room. He said that on the day when i... » Continue Reading
Morning entry: I wish I hadn't stayed up to shower, I should have gone to bed earlier and done it in the morning. I made my own account on our new coffee machine- It has a lot of settings and the images look similar and I accidentally made myself an espresso instead of a normal coffee. It was still quite good however. It's a nice coffee machine, it grinds the beans for you and the exact amount nee... » Continue Reading
Morning Entry: Woke up at A reasonable time I think. 8:00am. I want to practice painting today. I want to make art in pencil and pen, then color it with watercolor. I wish I had a light box or a piece of glass to work with. It would make it easier and I could keep the draft as well and retry if I mess up. I saw a trick of using a travel spray bottle and mixing water color in it for an airbrushed ... » Continue Reading
Morning entry (thats a new one): Wake up in the morning, try to at least, sibling's award ceremony is in the AM rather than PM but no one clarified me of this till the day of. But I got to shower before everyone else and try the new shampoo and conditioner- my step sister nagged me about how every brand I was using at the time was damaging and to get all new products. I reluctantly caved and even ... » Continue Reading
Afternoon entry: I did not sleep till six am and I fell asleep till eleven, I feel guilty for wasting half the day but I am at my mother's so she doesn't reprimand me for it. She is quite lazy herself at times but she is still productive. We have a similar work style, and my father tends to always criticize me somehow even if I have been productive, I understand very well why she divorced him, but... » Continue Reading
Afternoon entry: I accidentally slept till noon, but the house is empty so that's a nice treat for me, I don't have to worry about anyone saying anything and I can move around the house comfortably, and I can shower as long as I please without anyone banging on the door, so I took some extra time to freshen up and I feel a lot better, still debating whether to get a haircut, it's nearly shoulder l... » Continue Reading
Summary: the parent issues are parent issuing and the loneliness is hitting like a brick to a face but someone told me I'm doing a good job so I don't feel like a disappointment today. _______________________________________________________________________________ Afternoon entry: I called to make a dental consultation (I think that's how its spelt) for the first time. My wisdom teeth have started... » Continue Reading
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