weekend update

currently ~ inbetween sessions at work! hahaT_T

"leave me where the moonbeams/carve through the leaves like blades"

i had a really lovely weekend, i'm very hyped for ballet tonight (my new leos came in and also i splurged on a bp skirt and i'm very excited about it) my goal is to get back to pointe since it's been like ~3 years, i'm pretty sure i'm still strong enough but i want to make sure my promenade and 1 foot jumps are still intact where i'm not slipping all over the place before i put the shoes on fr fr. they're also in a really nice level of broken in-ness haha.

i went on a really pretty hike this weekend with my dad since he was in town and it just makes me wish i could go on hikes alone more often. i rlly don't do it cause it's not safe out here but god being outside in the air and with all the beautiful scenery fixes my brain like nothing else does. it's kinda crazy how i can make myself feel better if i just eat and socialize and go outside and yet it's so hard to check off all 3 lmao.

my drive home was really pretty i had to wake up super early to make it to my sessions on time but there was a GORGEOUS sunrise and the sky was so so pink and looked like an oil painting :) it's the little things that rlly make u go wow i am glad to be alive.

i have therapy today cause i have stuff to talk about but i never know where to start. fingers crossed ig! i also have my first psychiatrist appointment so... also fingers crossed for that. otherwise things are pretty solid. my shoulders hurt though. not sure why?

tunez ~ long lost by lord huron