back on here! i am trying to figure out how to balance things in my life so i don't get burnt out. its still very hard for me to not purposefully waste my time. still need to get a job but at least [REDACTED]. my boyfriend makes sure i'm not spending too much time on there and not doing too much. gna try selling my clothes and such :3 i'll post about it again when i actually do it teehee » Continue Reading
it is so frustrating and depressing to see the kitchen so dirty after cleaning it. my sleep schedule and routine is extremely different from the rest of my family's which means usually the times i go into the kitchen are when they are asleep already. (i'll be changing/fixing my sleep schedule soon hopefully, im naturally a night person). i go into the kitchen maybe 5 times at most. 2 on a slow day... » Continue Reading
recently ive been streaming & i think its been helping with my mood. its still hard to take care of myself but gaming & talking w friends & talking to chatters is so fun & i dont feel as lonely anymore. i just wish i had more irl friends atp. i wish i could physically hangout w ppl. one of my online friends invited me to some parties bc i said i was interested & ill try to see if i can actually go... » Continue Reading
bro im seriously about to start crying. i feel so fucking lonely and i wish i attracted people the way others do. i want friends but i dont attract them, i don't put myself out there and i feel sorry for myself. i see extroverted people and i'm like "damn that must be nice" and then i realize "they have friends bc THEY make friends with people, they don't wait around for someone to notice them" an... » Continue Reading
i think im overly sensitive to wording. i think that the way i use words is different to how other people use words. or maybe im overthinking that part. all i know is that im sensitive to words when im triggered. not triggered in an intense way, but in a small way. i bring this up because i started feeling emotional about something specific. i like being honest with myself and with other people, ... » Continue Reading
i'm the type of person to avoid things in the way that if i know someone i like or want to get close to is already somewhere, like at a party, i won't go to the party. why? i think it's because i'm so scared of rejection and forcing myself into a situation where i might not be welcomed or make myself seem awkward/foolish or say the wrong thing that i won't even give myself the chance or possibili... » Continue Reading
i have a pretty big inferiority complex. especially with my siblings. especially with my little brother. this usually arises when something ive been wanting to complete gets mentioned. ive been wanting to get my license & learn how to drive. my dad brought up how eager my little brother is, constantly asking my dad to go into empty parking lots to learn. @ this point i feel really discouraged bc ... » Continue Reading
its so hard getting my life together considering ive felt like everything has been on pause since 2020. nothing feels like its changed & things that were supposed to be symbols of my life changing never happened. graduation. learning how to drive. getting a job. even then, things feel like ive been left behind or that im fundamentally just different. it sucks feeling this way. i want a community s... » Continue Reading
hearing pets w any recognizable human name is hilarious.. until its my name 🥹 ive heard 2 ppl yell @ their pet & each time i cant help but feel like theyre talking to me & i feel so awkward ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ both within the same hour » Continue Reading
does anyone know how to make images appear on the sides?? like on the body next to the main thing ?? i see some ppl having it as well as my friends & i want it O__O pls help » Continue Reading