[11:45am] last night wasn't too terrible. i hid out in my room for as long as i could until my dad made me come down. i said hi to a couple people and then just hung out with the dogs and ate some yummy food. the halftime show was cool too, i liked seeing sza because her music is pretty good. im sad they didn't show cynthia erivo on the big screen. after about 3rd quarter i went to bed. this morni... » Continue Reading
[10:00am] today has also been pretty slayful so far. i slept in, ate a yummy quesadilla for breakfast, watched some old loona performances, and played with my dog and foster kitties. my skin has been clearing up a lot recently which is good too. my mom says my first therapy appointment is on Wednesday and im a little scared. im not really sure what to say. anyways today i plan to shower, draw, and... » Continue Reading
[9:00am] last night was pretty slayful. i had a piece of naan for dinner which was pretty yummy. then my mom made me watch another episode of greys anatomy. i really hate that show. the medical stuff is cool but every two seconds they try to sneak romance in there and idk but i just don't understand the 2010s straight people toxic love thing. then i took a long bath and read my book for school. it... » Continue Reading
[5:00pm] this morning i was so nervous that i couldn't eat anything because i was nauseous. i got to school and paced around thinking of all the possible outcomes. eventually it was time for class and i went in. we were doing reading time so i just pretended everything was fine and did that. meanwhile two other kids were being interrogated for AI use in front of the class and they both got zeros. ... » Continue Reading
[6:00pm] lowkey considering ending it. today was fine. i did my classes and i went to a little school event where they give us free food they bought at the gas station. but today during math i got an email from my English teacher saying he's giving me a 0 on my essay for using AI. I did not use AI. The essay is worth 70% of my grade. I'm supposed to argue with him about it during class tomorrow bu... » Continue Reading
[9:00am] i lied. i crashed out last night and sent a huge text to my parents of all the times they've hurt and wronged me in my life and explained to them why I've been so depressed lately. they said they're gonna talk to me about it later today (im cooked) and send me to "counseling". in my big essay thing i wrote that i knew they were gonna sit me down to tell me why I'm invalid and wrong and th... » Continue Reading
[4:00pm] hi again :)) today was pretty okay. i woke up all emo from last night and just put on a baggy black sweat shirt and my usual jeans and called it good lol. then i checked my phone and saw loads of loona lost media had been posted by hyunjin so that was awesome. and hyeju posted a rejected gowon tv from their tour which was awesome. i love seeing them running around together being happy lol... » Continue Reading
[1:00pm] im at home right now because i have a free period. today in English my teacher did nothing but yell at us about how stupid we are and how we're too scared to say anything and how they're no such thing as a wrong answer (every time I've spoken in his class he interrupted me to directly disagree). we also had to analyze some story about a guy who uses triangle theorems to figure out his lov... » Continue Reading
[9:30am] today has been pretty chill so far. i had a super long crazy dream which is always fun but i didn't write it down in time and i forgot most of it already lol. i also had a sleepover with my dog because she had to go pee in the middle of the night again so after i let her back inside she followed me up to my room hehe. my parents woke me up by talking about my college stuff really loudly. ... » Continue Reading
[8:30am] last night was a bit rough. i did everything i said i would in my last post (showered, said hi to my dad's friend, ate dinner, played roblox, etc.) but there was some extra lol. i know things never go fully as planned but yk. during dinner my sister told our parents that i threatened to blackmail her if she doesn't watch a show with me. this is true. she never hangs out with me and i move... » Continue Reading
hi :)) this is my first time on this site. I've been looking for a cute little blog place to post my daily journals and this seems like the perfect fit. since this is my first post I'll go ahead and introduce myself a bit. im phia (she/her) and im a senior in high school :)) i live in the USA and hope to go to college at long beach state to study marine biology. my goal in life is to have as much ... » Continue Reading