2025.02.07

[5:00pm] this morning i was so nervous that i couldn't eat anything because i was nauseous. i got to school and paced around thinking of all the possible outcomes. eventually it was time for class and i went in. we were doing reading time so i just pretended everything was fine and did that. meanwhile two other kids were being interrogated for AI use in front of the class and they both got zeros. i was cooked. eventually the teacher called my name and asked mt to step out of class with him. he told me that he checked all the work i'dd ever given him in multiple AI checkers and they all came back as 100%. i started crying immediately because that would mean I'm kicked out of the class and don't get the college credits. however i know for a fact i never used AI for them. maybe i searched up synonyms and used Grammarly but that was it. i told him this and showed him all my evidence but he didn't believe me. we were debating back and forth for a while when he realized i wasn't gonna let up. he eventually said he knows im a good kid and he doesn't want to have anyone fail his class, so he's letting me rewrite it this weekend but with a different prompt. im so thankful. i can get up to 100% on it too while the other AI kids get up to 0%. honestly he was really nice and respectful about it and i respect him a lot more now. then he told me to go take a lap because i was still crying lol. i went to the bathroom but my friend was there and she saw me and we just ignored each other lol. she never brought it up later too which is awesome lol. then i came back and everyone was staring at me thinking i got kicked out but i just went back to my seat as normal and started reading. then i went to Spanish and all we did was color and watch moana. it was a great way to decompress after the little confrontation. i colored my sheet like the ocean and volcanoes and the beach because the theme of the week is hawaiian volcanoes, because the wish kid wants to become a volcano scientist in Hawaii. then i had my free period and started on my essay. honestly it's going pretty well, i just need some more evidence and analysis to meet the word count and then im good. the librarian gave me a lei for the assembly which was nice too. then we went to the assembly and it was fun. i sat in a good spot and we watched as the wish kid did all these activities related to science. she is so cute. and by wish kid i mean the kid my school is sponsoring for Make A Wish. anyways she seemed really happy and it went really well. then there was a rave at the end and people were ripping apart these styrofoam light sticks we got earlier and it was so disgusting. styrofoam bits were EVERYWHERE. do you have any idea how bad all that is for the planet? and at an environmental science themed event... idk it was just ironic i guess. i wanted to help clean but i don't know a good way to dispose of it and i had to get to class. i had finance where we were supposed to study for our test but i worked on reading for english since I'm now spending my weekend on that essay. then i had anatomy where i did the same thing. then lunch where my friends Lauren and Sammi went out to eat together and i stayed with my friend Sarina and her friend Mya. Sarina didn't eat lunch which I thought was odd and when i asked she said it's because she had an oreo earlier. like that sounds like borderline eating disorder but who am i kidding i would do the same so i didn't say anything lol. the school lunch today was so yummy. i got fries, bread, chicken, and applesauce. it's rare that every part is edible, usually i end up having to throw out half of it (they got rid of the food donation box so idk what else to do with my leftovers). then i had macro where i did the homework packet, and then math where they were doing SAT prep. I'm a senior so I already took the SAT, so i got exempt and read my book some more lol. then in the parking lot my sister almost got hit by a car. it was going really really fast and went right at her without breaking. she was really shaken up by it. then we went home as she read me some drama in some group chat i was added to. it's so obvious who the problem is but she doesn't realize it herself. I think the drama girl has BPD or something because she's always convinced everyone hates her and is conspiring against her. anyways then we got home and i got some chocolate milk and walked the dog with my mom. i also watched the assembly video with her while i snakced on the vitamin D gummies she got me. now I'm in my room writing this as a way to delay me working on my essay lol.

[6:45pm] i yassified my profile a little bit by adding some loona photos. i love loona. i also put out some of my essay. i was locked the heck in and got a whole paragraph done. i wrote about 400 words which is a lot for me and im almost to the minimum word limit without even finishing my last two paragraphs :)) my teacher said he thought it was suspicious how i wrote my last essay all in the span of a couple days and from beginning to end but like, is that not how one writes an essay? that's one of the reasons he was suspicious of me. and im not changing that this time because i don't know how else to do it. im using dumber words and simpler sentences and hopefully that helps. i wanna play roblox but also it's almost 7 which means dinner should be ready at any second now. wait actually i just realized we're making naan pizzas for dinner which is something i do myself lol. that explains it. im gonna go do that now lol bye