2025.01.31

hi :)) this is my first time on this site. I've been looking for a cute little blog place to post my daily journals and this seems like the perfect fit. since this is my first post I'll go ahead and introduce myself a bit.

im phia (she/her) and im a senior in high school :)) i live in the USA and hope to go to college at long beach state to study marine biology. my goal in life is to have as much of a positive impact as possible. i really like the oceans so i want to save them from climate change and ultimately save the world. i know it's really unlikely but I'm not gonna let myself do nothing. comment or message me if you wanna know anything else haha just don't be creepy pls <3

today was actually pretty good. for the past couple months I've been pretty depressed tbh and everything has just been getting worse, until today where nothing that bad happened. 

i finished getting ready for school early so i got some extra time to watch youtube which was cool. i watched a little documentary on a train incident from 1940s Italy. it was pretty interesting. i also ate three taquitos for breakfast since we were out of leftover tortellini. i hate breakfast food so i always either eat leftover dinner or frozen snacks haha

then i drove myself and my little sister to school and it was pretty chill. sometimes she can be pretty mean while we're in the care together but luckily she was distracted by ni-ki's guilty cover lol.

i had community college english first which is my least favorite class this semester. the teacher is very rude and hypocritical and I've cried in his class multiple times (and i haven't even had a full month of this class lol). but today all we did was work on our essays so it was chill. i didn't write much because i didn't know what else to write so i worked on enforcing some deadlines for loona cupsleeve. it's a non-profit organization that organizes fan events for the kpop group loona around the USA. im the art lead and we have an event coming up so it's starting to get a bit hectic for me haha. luckily english was short because today was our first Friday schedule of the year (we kept having long weekends that messed everything up) and on fridays we have all of our classes squishes together if that makes sense.

then i had Spanish 4 which is my second least favorite class. luckily the teacher was gone today so we had a sub. she assigned us more busywork and some homework that teaches us nothing but it's easy and chill so i guess that's fine.

then i had a free period so i worked on my essay a bit more in the library while listening to beabadoobee. it was pretty nice. then i gave up and started editing some of my videos from when i saw yves in concert last weekend. she's in my profile as one of the people i want to meet one day hehe (ha sooyoung). fun fact i am also in an organization called loona USA fan vcr where we organize fan projects for every loona member that goes on tour, and yesterday yves got a bunch of letters and fan arat and videos from us. she posted it on Instagram this morning so that was really nice :))

then i had community college finance which was nice because i have it with my best friend. there was also a sub in that class and he talked to us about college and stuff, but i already chose my college and career so it was chill.

then i had anatomy & physiology where we were finishing up a lab, but i finished mine last class so i finished up my essay and edited more videos.

then i had lunch but since it was our first Friday schedule of the year, i didn't know if my friends had the same lunch as me. i sat in our usually spot and no one came, so i just ate by myself and scrolled through Instagram. i learned later that they had just sat at a different table and didn't know i had that lunch, so it was all just a misunderstanding and I'll sit with them next week.

then i had ap macroeconomics where we just did some of the homework (he gave us all the answers) and went over current events. the teacher talked about how 10% of men in the USA are discouraged workers and about the helicopter-plane crash. my dad was there (he's a pilot and was in between flights) so he knows some inside info, but i was too scared to raise my hand in class and tell everyone.

then i had honors trigonometry/pre-calc and we had a quiz. i usually fail those hard. on the last test i literally got every single question wrong lol. so i standed outside the classroom and talked to my friend tony and talked about how trans people are getting their rights taken away (he's trans) and then my friend kebron came over and i got so awkward lol. shes so pretty i always freak out and get weird lol. shes like the black version of wonyoung like she looks like a celebrity. but like she said "omg phia i love your loona sweatshirt!" and for some reason i said "haha thanks... its actually pretty smelly because I've had it forever and the smelw don't come out." LIKE??? why would i say that bc its not even smelly at all TwT anyways then the bell rang and i took the dreaded quiz but on this quiz i got my first 100% in that class :)) and then i got an extra credit sheet and i finished it before everyone else. usually i can't solve those without chatgpt. idk what was happening but i just totally slayed that class lol.

then i went home with my sister. she kept playing her songs on the way home instead of playing out spotify blend. then i asked if she wanted to watch the reels we sent each other while we drank our daily chocolate milk (reels are the only thing we can agree to watch, and since we were together i figured we could watch them) but she said no and watched the ni-ki guilty cover on repeat. 

my dad has a friend over to help him with his model airplanes and im supposed to go say hi but i don't want to. im hiding in my room rn lol. i should probably do some homework but i have the whole weekend for that. 

anyways now im probably gonna go say hi and then shower and then play rise to royalty on roblox. i really have been obsessed with that game recently. its fun because the fandom is so small that its usually the same people playing at the same time each day. 

anyways that was my day today :DD im not really writing this for viewers or anything, more like a little journal for myself that's kind of obscure and maybe if i end up in a mystery cold case or something some redddit rabbithole youtube will make a video about my page and all my future entries lol.

anyways have a good day/night everyone!