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whuwhwuwhuh
Category: Life
Am I really depressed or did I just get rejected and it made me change my whole mood? I have a test in two days and I've spent the whole day watching reels, laid on my bed.. I feel rejected » Continue Reading
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why do i want to f##k him???
Category: Life
Before making impulsive decisions I should think about why I want to f##ck this guy, is it his looks? Desperation? I should think of the bad reasons first. Looks? I dont wanna comment on them too much in case he sees this lololol but I find him cute, I havent seem him enough to determine anything though, he doesnt rlly send pics of himself, but in group photos his forced smile is terrible!!! Never... » Continue Reading
waaaah
Category: Life
I have a test tomorrow! And I havent studied at all... And i also have a chemistry one in a few days... Today i tried smoking! I gave this kid five euros for a pack and smoked two of em right away. Idk if i did it right tho, maybe it was the wind but it was over in a couple minutes! Maybe they were just cheap, the brand was Winston. I like the taste to some degree and I loove the smell afterwards,... » Continue Reading
Feelings make us disingenuous
Category: Blogging
I cant stop thinking about fucking him aaaaaa And no, I dont mean my ex... This other guy who I will not say anything about!! I dont wanna ever risk him finding this post because im 98% convinced he'd block me if i ever told him what I felt. (the other 2% is pure hope lol) Which is a shame because i used to tell him everything, my bestie! But feelings make us disingenuous.. I know I should just te... » Continue Reading
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hhhhhh
Category: Life
Everything seems meaningless without him, everything reminds me of him too!!! Two years of planning our life together, where I'd do my best in school to be able to see him on breaks... The studies i chose to be able to live w him in the future... It's like he took my life with him and idk what to dooooo I SHOULD RLLY BE STUDYING » Continue Reading
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a survey thats been going around!
Category: Quiz/Survey
TELL US ABOUT YOURSELF name:: xxxx nickname:: Mouth how old are you:: 16 zodiac sign:: virgo » Continue Reading
People are weird
Category: Life
The cruelty my ex subjected me to really makes me think, despite all the heartbreak and impotence, that people are just really weird and complex. And believe me, I tried to see him and get inside his head. Understand who he was and why but he never let me in. Maybe there wasnt anything there to begin with or he really wanted to hide it. Why lie? Why sleep with her wearing the ring I gave him? Why ... » Continue Reading
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hi...
Category: Life
Hii!! It's been a long time, a reeeallly long time i think. I'm writing this on my way to school on the bus. I hadn't given updates in such a long time because I felt embarrassed, even unsure of what to say, but a lot of things have happened... Let me preface this by saying that im writing this to let it off my chest, despite me having done it already multiple times, with multiple people.. Maybe a... » Continue Reading
Guilty Gear
Category: Games
I recently got into guilty gear bc of one of my bfs friend and Its really cool! I just kinda suck at it bc I'm not good at fighting games in general but oh well (Every character is super hot) This is a waste of a blog space but I didnt want my journey with gg to be lost in a bulletinn so I'll start posting to the Games category about it, I also play crk A LOT and I'm in the top 2.7% of my server i... » Continue Reading
heyeyeyeyeyye
Category: Life
It's been 25 days since my last blog, damn and while I'm pretty sure very few people are reading them, they help me keep track of my life in a certain way and not gaslight myself into thinking that what I felt at a certain time wasn't THAT bad.. I spoke with my bf, about two or three weeks ago and it was a really really long texting conversation where I just spilled everything and told him what I ... » Continue Reading
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Category: Life
Just one more week for school to be overrr I've had a pretty shit week, I feel like no one around me really cares for me but at the same time I push myself away because I'm geniunely scared of making friends. Today I got invited to play mc for a while tho, it was cool but I didnt really make any progress. I have just two tests and a investigation thing I have to do for History about Israel-Palesti... » Continue Reading
heeiieieieieii
Category: Life
Up next is some random shit i wrote today, just something on my mind: still can't fathom how the world works, it's all still mysterious and scary to me. When I went on a plane for the first time, I saw the land I've lived on my whole life get smaller and smaller until there were no clouds and I still couldn't fathom it, how we were able to fly, how the wings were so sturdy, how we didn't fall. An... » Continue Reading