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Category: Music
A good few weeks ago I went to see this band from where I live, I saw them first at a music festival last summer where the hombres g sang!!! (for context, they're like the spanish backstreet boys but they're older) they were one of the opening bands and god I fell in love with them! I immediately went to buy a shirt after they were done singing but they only accepted cash and I had none on me!!! I... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
For some reason, it took a lot of strength to get up and write this, today I feel apathetic for some reason. I don't want to do anything, I keep biting my nails when I swore I'd let them grow out again... I'm just scrolling on reels all day. I don't feel like playing anything, drawing, posting on instagram... It all feels like a chore. Last night I cried, I was caught up overthinking again, about ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I shouldn't be writing this late at night, because I have school tomorrow but it's been a while and I feel really anxious rn.. My relationship w 6 has actually been going really well! But for some reason I can't seem to get back up on my feet... I wish I knew why. I told him like a month ago that it's been like this since the whole thing with my ex happened and he didn't seem to like that, he thin... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The other topic I wanted to talk about was my new bf!! A little update if you will... The might've been some issues which im not even sure if they are issues and it's probably just me being insane... Which I should know from the past that I shouldn't say that bc then it turns out I'm right... Anyways, I'm gonna briefly narrate everything that's been going on w him: So at first, I liked him, I told... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Well, I'm not sure how to start this... I've been thinking about when to make a new blog bc things just keep happening lolzzz I guess the detonator for this is a message from my dad saying that he wants to talk to me later and now I'm left wondering what he wants to talk about... Maybe the fact that my room's a mess? That there's clothes everywhere, cutlery and used tissues? That I've been drinkin... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
THIS TOOK A 180º TURN OMG Im writing this 9 days after everything happened... And a LOT has happened... For some context read my other blogs!!! But long story short, im dating "6"!!!!!! On Valentine's day I got drunk and professed my undying sexual desire to him (ᵕ—ᴗ—)... Ofc i did this because he made a few similar comments the same night and I got brave... The weirdest part is that he reciprocat... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
MAJOR UPDATE: I told *the* guy I liked him (i will now be calling him "6") and It went as you would imagine.. He didn't like me back. It wasn't a surprise really, and I did feel better about telling him, but this feeling of dread and sadness and just overall loneliness crept in, I felt like he wasn't my safe space anymore, like he shouldn't be, or he wouldn't want to be. After a few days of tweak... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i want to be able to vent to someone about everything without having to worry about their feelings or if they'll tell someone I want to be honest, I want to find comfort in someone and for them to let me rest my head on them literally and figuratively... It's selfish of me though, no one should be used like that, no one should be bombarded with messages saying i want to hurt myself every day a lit... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My ex was a very judgy person, he'd cut people out from his life just for doing smth he didnt like, like smoking or vaping... He always kind of threatened that if I changed myself in any way that he didnt like he would stop liking me or break up w me... If it was dying my hair, getting piercings, trying out a vape from a friend...etc I know its a big ass red flag that I overlooked, and it always k... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Lately I've been wondering if I've ever actually even felt love. After my ex, I've realized he did things that made it very apparent that he didnt love me, I knew he was hurting me but i tried to stay in denial about it for the longest time. Was it because I loved him or because I didnt want to be alone? Is it possible to love someone that's hurting you? Was I stupid or was I also trying to use hi... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Algo que escribí para mi ex hace un tiempo Ni contestó pero bueno: No quiero más tortilla de papas Imagínate en un mundo en el que lo que más valoras es la tortilla de papas, te encanta su olor, su sabor, la idea de la tortilla de papas te fascina. Pero no sabes hacerla para ti mismo, así que le pides a tu pareja que te la haga. Ella te promete que te hará una tortilla buenísima, pero al parecer n... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
(5 aug, 2023) I change constantly, I know I change when I hate everything about myself and everything I was before, I know in the future I'll hate who I am now because that's what it means to change for me. The person who I was a year ago hated the person I was two years ago and that person hated me in 2020, not to mention all of the other years I've lived, now I find myself hating the person from... » Continue Reading
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