"i love my bedroom"
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Category: Life
"routine" you had it in you once could make me feel desired with just one touch lips pressed to my ear, a hand around my neck fingers slipping cautiously deep down into my depths in newness you found passion uncharted lands, a magellan making his map but my body, of which you'd once known only a fraction became familiar in its folds and patterns and gaps the paths you'd » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i feel like women are always viewed as passively or not even enjoying of sex, but what about those of us who are actually very sexual? and enjoy doing sexual things? but then your partner is unused to this concept of women as being sexual and treats your sexuality like an afterthought because it is so unfamiliar to them? or think it is something shameful perhaps? and because you are so sexual you ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i don't know who i am anymore or what im doing im just crying and feeling sad all the time i want to be happy but i dont know how and i keep ruining 3?45)5jing » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
it's impossible i give up i have to be on my own » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
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Category: Life
there's a lot of things i want to do before i die. i thought it would be fun to post my bucket list and get inspo from other peoples' bucket lists =D here's some stuff on mine, in no particular order: fall in love for real and forever sightsee/travel the world (esp east/southeast asia) visit all the national parks go to afghanistan (where my family is from) do mdma with the love of my life take s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
i've had a pretty big crush on this girl in my class for a couple years now, she has the prettiest eyes and she's just so freaking cute and i found out she was queer at a party we both were at back in like 2021... anyways i finally got the courage to ask her on a date this yr and we just had it yesterday and i completely blew it. i was so nervous and thrilled to just be talking to her that i ended... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
hey guys, just wrote this poem that i'm pretty proud of tbh. lemme know what y'all think :) you ruined it again Mother, the cycle is complete. I have tumbled six feet deep, Right back into your body Where I can feel the pulse points of your anger— A hot and heavy rage— Where I can bend down and touch the toes Of your misery. Your bones break beneath my own skin; » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i believe, rather i know, that much of my unhappiness stems from believing in the illusion of control. growing up in a rather uncontrollable household has led me to grasp tightly onto every aspect of my life because i want to have power for once, i want to be able to change things so they suit me and so i can be happy. but happy is never a feeling i have gained from exerting this false sense of c... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
everything's going pretty good in my life for the most part and i really don't have anything to be upset about but i'm just so fucking frustrated for some reason and it's killing me. i feel like i deserve something more out of my existence and like i'm grasping for something that is on the tip of my tongue but for once, i find it hard to verbalize. i just want to sit down and have a good cry but i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
you don't have to pour all your energy into making others feel appreciated, all it takes is a simple "i'm thinking about you" or "hope you're well" text, to make another person feel seen and cared for. it's so horrible to feel alone, let your loved ones know you're there for them » Continue Reading
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