Summer of like

02/09/24

I’m finally back 

I was dreading that trip

Now I wish I could go back and savour it a bit more 

And now I have a reason to leave my bedroom 

Now I have a reason to get on the train. 

A better reason 

She’s electric, she’s in a family full of eccentrics 

I think everything’s falling apart 

But I feel safe and I feel wanted and I feel happy and that’s the way it should be. 

I’ll keep this to myself 

I’ll keep to myself 

I’ll make it out and things will work out 

Don’t let me down 

We all know which way I’m going, strike a stake between my chest 

I’m going back. One year. You have to prove yourself. I can do this. I can make it out. I can stand up for myself and get what I want and finally feel comfortable in my own skin 

I hope you’ve missed me 

I’ve missed you all 

Northern Downpour sends her love