"i want you to be by my side even if you are fake..."
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Category: Life
its my birthday today. i feel nice, today is alright. went to six flags, had fun but went home early because it rained really fuckin hard. i got a dionysus statue, some books of homer, deidara funko pop and a light yagami pin :3 and a new speaker that i absolutely love. got to have the httyd meal from bk yay! was yummy even though i dont really like bacon. but i had a lot of fun today and now we a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
blocked two of my friends on everything today since they stopped being friends with my other friend. i feel extreme guilt that i had to pick a side, but i couldnt live without my best friend. its not that i loved them less, but my best friend more. i feel so empty, but i guess it will be over soon. birthday is in 2 days so thats exciting, i guess. i went to ptv concert a few days ago in st louis, ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
life better after last blog almost immediately. got a new phone finally for my early birthday which is awesome because i was fighting for my LIFE with an iphone 7 bro. upgraded to a 14, which is epic. mom's friend bought me some pokemon packs for my early birthday as well so thats cool, my bff got me a korean espeon card which is like my close favorite eevee evo yippee!!! i dont know life is going... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
new blog, you know what that means! i fucking hate my life and everything and everyone and i want to fucking kill myself. nothing in my life will go right because i am doomed to eternal despair. and somehow i will manage to not kill myself once again because i am too lazy. awesome » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Today is going well. Friend texted me to ask if I wanted to work with him on this video game in development. Not allowed to say much since I have to sign a NDA soon, but I talked to one of the developers about getting set up and I'm about to be set up with the main producer to sign the NDA and get more information about the game and my position. Everyone is like, grown though besides my friend so ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
im constantly tired. made about 20-30 bucks within this week though from cleaning as much as i could. still need to clean more, wish i just had a fucking vacuum. everything in my house is so fucking disgusting i just want to get rid of everything. we have so much junk that no one wants to get rid of. my grandma is gonna have a garage sale soon, so im gonna sneak things from my house and take it ov... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
i saw this video come up on my fyp on tiktok last night being like "glad im a hellenic polytheist so i dont have to worry about the gods watching me when i jerk off" and i left a comment being like "yeah i use it as a devotional act for dionysus" which is true sometimes aphrodite as well. then i get a few smooth brain replies being like "erm, thats not!" like shut the fuck up bro who the fuck actu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i love pulling my hair out. not like big chunks, but like my neck hair. i cant stop just twisting them and then ripping them out. it feels good for some reason. i usually do it when i wear a ponytail and cant get all of my hair in it. it hurts a bit but then i just keep doing it and i cant stop. i dont know if thats normal, probably not, but i just wanted to talk about it. my neck feels so sore an... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
yesterday was nice. i got to go to the dollar tree with my family and get a bunch of snacks and drinks, and then we pirated the minecraft movie to watch together. the movie lowkey fucking sucked im gonna be real but it sucked in like the best way possible. like it was so bad and corny that i enjoyed it. we're gonna make dyed devilled eggs for easter, which is cool. im getting this boy more into fu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
ok this bouta be so tmi and cringe but holy fuck he makes me so horny bro im about to lose my mind i cant talk to him without just instantly wishing i was fucking this man im gonna die. i have never felt such an attraction to another person in my entire life i dont even know what i want to do to him or if i want him to do things to me im so lost yet i just know im yearning. its always the little t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
my dad isnt mad anymore and actually fixed my door, i think he was just having a bad day that day since he never really does that to me. im not mad because i act the same way so i understand. pretty sure hes gonna get me a switch 2 for my birthday in a few months so im kind of excited. all of my drawings havent been the best recently and its sort of bumming me out, but they arent god awful so im n... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
life is in an awkward spot right now. decided to try and take different methods of taking my anger out on things as i decided to try using smash bros as an outlet. i know it sounds corny and stuff, but its actually really helpful. and also dead or alive, i think just fighting games in general help me. overwatch sometimes, but most of the time it just makes me even more angry. but i was talking to ... » Continue Reading
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