"for so long I've been nothing but a scope behind a rifle..."
he/him greek + roman
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Category: Romance and Relationships
ok this bouta be so tmi and cringe but holy fuck he makes me so horny bro im about to lose my mind i cant talk to him without just instantly wishing i was fucking this man im gonna die. i have never felt such an attraction to another person in my entire life i dont even know what i want to do to him or if i want him to do things to me im so lost yet i just know im yearning. its always the little t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
my dad isnt mad anymore and actually fixed my door, i think he was just having a bad day that day since he never really does that to me. im not mad because i act the same way so i understand. pretty sure hes gonna get me a switch 2 for my birthday in a few months so im kind of excited. all of my drawings havent been the best recently and its sort of bumming me out, but they arent god awful so im n... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
life is in an awkward spot right now. decided to try and take different methods of taking my anger out on things as i decided to try using smash bros as an outlet. i know it sounds corny and stuff, but its actually really helpful. and also dead or alive, i think just fighting games in general help me. overwatch sometimes, but most of the time it just makes me even more angry. but i was talking to ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
sometimes it feels like im genuinely just the most hateful person on the planet. i think the only word i say more times in a day than fuck is hate. all i do is just hate on everything. i hate this, i hate that, i hate them, im just so full of hatred. get it ? but yeah. its like i cant ever just be in peace and it genuinely makes me upset which makes me even more hateful and angry. thats all i ever... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i dont really know what im here for this time. i feel like i have so much to say yet not enough consciousness to know what to say or how to say it. my life feels like its at an awkward stage right now. having fun, revisiting old things i used to love, my heart being warmed up again by him, it all just feels so nice and calm, but it feels like something is off. like something is bound to happen and... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
going 2 the dentist today, soo excited. i am probably gonna get a root canal or just a bunch of fillings this time, so happy yeyyy!!1! i straightened my hair today and it looks so fried i luv it so much, i found these random gucci pants in my closet but my family is like middle class so i definitely think theyre fake but likeee... theyre lowkey still fire so im gunna wear them with my evangelion s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
finally got my laptop fixed LFG. waited an entire month bro i was gonna lose it. got my worthless laptop out of a bitlocker and then the audio still didnt work which was the problem in the first place, then it was the speakers themselves that blew out so i had to trade it in. at least it wuz freeeee... got some red hair dye yesterday, hopefully it turns out well? idk, i dont mind if it doesnt sinc... » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
hai, been wanting to talk about this all day but ive been putting it off thinking it wasnt worth talking about, but i just cant stop thinking about it. i think roughly 2 days ago, i was returning into my Hypnos research for some reason, i dont remember what triggered it. i had been doing research all day, getting excited about it. now, I am an Apollo devotee, and from what ive seen he gets SO fuck... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ah yes, my favorite number. anyway, ive been alright recently. i mean i get really pissed off here and there, but nothing necessarily ruining my entire life. besides the whole laptop thing. i still dont really know what to do with it since i really dont want to take it to get fixed because im really anxious, but i really miss my laptop,,, so i still have to decide soon. im trying to clean up my ro... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Prayer to Phoebus Apollon by screeching 0wl (of course) Apollo, shining son of great Zeus and blessed Leto, twin to Artemins, Bright-faced god, ever present, ever distant, We greet you with reverence and awe. Clear-eyed Apollo, far-seeing one, sharp-sighted archer, always true of aim, true of vision, true of perception, Constant guide of poets and musicians, of those who seek beauty, of its creati... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i swear to fucking god if another person fucking pisses me the fuck off im gonna fucking cut myself deep and use my blood in a ritual to fucking damn them to the deepest pits of hell i swear to fucking god im gonna lose my god damn mind » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
hi, so sorry for not being active, there is a reason why. a while ago, maybe a week or so, i noticed my audio was completely broken on my laptop. i went through every troubleshoot known to man, and realized it was telling me that i need to update my audio drivers. i try, but they are already up to date. so, i go to my mom and ask her to install new audio drivers, i bet you can already see where th... » Continue Reading
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