hello my lovely friends!! another BEAUITFUK day has come to an end. 2 of my books from amazon are shipped but my death note box set isn't.. like idm waiting for a long time for it to get delivered but i feel like it's not that hard to ship something cause depop sellers do it all the time. idk though im just HYPED for it to come. today i woke up at 8:30 because i was supposed to volunteer at the fa... » Continue Reading
hi!! okay so i dont usually find reading manga enjoyable but i think its mostly because everytime ive tried (except berserk!!) it was online (shhhh i dont pirate things whats pirating) and it was just not great. BUTT i really wanted to read the death note manga since i rewatched the series recently and i was like.. well ok i might as well just buy it right theres only 12/13 volumes and its worth t... » Continue Reading
it seems like we've forgotten lately that we don't get to choose who lives and who dies. not when kids are being shot in their classrooms, not when the assassination of public figures is seen as the solution, not when police are on the streets acting as judge, jury, and executioner. every side thinks theyre right. we've allowed ourselves to think we can weigh the worth of others, but the moment we... » Continue Reading
guys should i watch dorohedoro :/ idk... idk if i should.. it seems kind of LAME!! hah no wonder nobody likes it am i right? dorohedoro more like doroheDUMB. heh.. lord nikon OUT » Continue Reading
im forever forever forever doing homeowkr. always homework. last night my mom and i rearranged my room because we were already moving stuff around because there was this BIG ASS SPIDER ON MY WALL and it disappeared :/ never foun dit but at least i got distracted. im excited about it because my room feels really nice now with my bed in another position, when my new bookshelf is up we'll move my dre... » Continue Reading
i dont get mello's thing with eating chocolate.. like hes just copying L's thing except hes like not thinking that much CLEARLY so it doesn even work hes just being weird. and its kinda silly... "near... *TAKES A BIG ASS BITE AFTER WHIPPING A WHOLE BAR OF CHOCOLATE OUT OF HIS POCKET*" but to each their own... i guess... also i really REALLY like that sidoh guy. god im watching the eng dub and his ... » Continue Reading
sometimes it freaking sucks because it feels like im doing all the right things, keeping my grades up, maintaining a social life, not getting involved with drugs or parties, but it still feels like its all pointless. i feel like all my ambitions are just things im telling myself i want because i have to have some goal or passion. BUT I DONT WANT TO FOCUS ON THAT AND BACK MYSELF INTO A CORNER OF S... » Continue Reading
today i opened up osu again. ive only ever played osu like one time with a friend but today i downloaded some cool new maps of my own. why am i kind of.. the best..? i literally got B rank (91% WHAAAT!!!) thas the most ive ever gotten playing osu. i was laying in bed until likee 2pm toay so i kind of didnt do much else. my dear friend showed me some weird fart fetish gif crap with like mr incredib... » Continue Reading
guys.. ive been thinking a bit about classroom of the elite and i think i might be a.. psychopath??? haha! because he's literally.. me?? idk guys like. ayanokoji is so smart and like he's good with talking to people and thats all the things i am. gonna go think on this some more with my incredibly high iq. lord nikon (aka ayanokoji kiyotaka) OUT! » Continue Reading
if you couldnt tell by my POSTS ive been alone in my house sick too long and ive been in a MOOD. im having i think TOO much fun on this site reading everyones posts because im kind of addicted now.... i love that its a mix of stupid crap and serious crap and funny crap. what a beautiful world we live in huh.. THE COOKIES THAT I BAKED THE OTHER DAY HAVE ALL BEEN EATEN! unfortunately. ill have to ma... » Continue Reading
there's a certain kind of grief that shows up before anything is actually gone. when someone is slowly pulling away, when your time together starts to feel off, when they act different than you remember. when your mind tells you something is wrong, somethings going to happen, and you know its real. i remember what it's like to have that gnawing feeling in your gut, even when you're not with them. ... » Continue Reading
why is it so embarrassing for me to have strong feelings? i cry so much. i don't mean to and i hate it. why is that embarrassing if i can't control it? i want to be strong and show people i'm strong and can handle things and shit, not have them worry about me. why can't i show people i have strong emotions other than excitement and anger? why is it embarrassing to be sentimental, to care for my fr... » Continue Reading