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Category: Writing and Poetry
this is a poem based on the quote "non dolet, paeta". i read it yesterday and it broke my soul. i feel like all of us have been in arria's shoes at some point, when you love someone so fiercely that you would put yourself in harm's way to ease their mind. you would sacrifice your wellbeing for them. so this is the product of that. enjoy. - sd. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
ok so, alongside my rant, i knew i wanted to do a larger, overarching update! so, to start, school has been surprisingly good. i only go until fourth hour and at the end of my school day i serve as a teacher's aid for the pre-k class, which is so much fun. i love helping my new little friends learn their "alphabets". i love being "ms. sd"!! they are the sweetest little babies and i wish they'd sta... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
tw for gross ass men. ok, i really need to get this off my chest. there's a boy i go to school with who i kinda talked to a yr or so ago, but some kinda icky stuff came out abt him so i dropped him for a little while. well, he reinitiated contact and i figured i'd given him enough time to grow out of it, and we talked abt it and i felt like he had. well, fast forward to now. it makes me so unhapp... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I didn't take my studies seriously this year. I focused more on drama and meaningless relationships. However, it's my junior year so that was really stupid of me. That leaves me only one choice. Next year, I HAVE TO MAKE ALL STRAIGHT A'S. IN HIGH SCHOOL AND IN MY COLLEGE CLASSES. I MUST HAVE AN ACADEMIC COMEBACK, SO STARTLING AND SOMEWHAT GROTESQUE THAT » Continue Reading
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Category: Books and Stories
1. What is your best friend's name? I can't narrow it down! » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Hello everyone! I hope everyone had a good Easter, or at least a good Easter break if you don't celebrate. Also not sure if I have any Islamic friends, but Ramadan Mubarak nonetheless. As of late, my life has been full of ups and downs. I recently won an all-expenses paid trip to Washington DC, which I'm very excited about. My first full year as a part-time college student is also coming to a clos... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Ok, I need to get this off my chest. Let's start off with the fact that I am truly, genuinely happy in my relationship. At least I believe I am. However, there's a small part of me that wonders if I need to leave this relationship and spend some time caring for myself, by myself. Here's my issue. So, my boyfriend, let's call him Kyle for simplicity and anonymity, and I have been dating since early... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
tw for mention of feeling sick for those of you who may have emetophobia. Ok. I have a lot on my mind and I really need to get it out. 1) So I have a boyfriend, right? But lately, he's been so distant. He hardly ever texts me back and he hasn't been at school. I feel like he's getting tired of me. To be fair, I would also get tired of myself. Because of my last relationsh » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
you're sixteen you're sixteen and you're wearing a shirt your mom never noticed was that tight. you're sixteen and nothing matters. nothing but your first push-up bra and that boy in your seventh hour who swears he would never hurt you, he loves you. it's only noon and you're a grown woman. it's midnight, you're sixteen, laying in bed. you're laying in bed and you can't sleep. the vision of you in... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
spring . spring is my best season. the flora is alive and so am i. my soul is reignited with the souls of newborn bunnies and puppies and lambs. the plush grass is soft on the soles of my feet, carrying, carrying me into the slight breeze, fresh with the smell of new leaves, fresh dew. the breeze, the bubbling creek, they call my name. i respond, respond to the invitation to dance. da » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Life goes on. It always does. True, I usually use this account to make my often painful life seem poetic and beautiful, I'd like to treat you all to something brighter. Firstly, thank you to everyone who reads my little writings, especially Dio, who checks in on me frequently. Thank you all for making this page feel safe and homey. It's fall in Oklahoma. The foliage is lacking, and mother nature c... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
My parents hate me. My siblings don't talk to me. I don't understand any of my schoolwork. There is no reprieve. I'm on a hamster wheel leading nowhere fast. I broke up with my boyfriend. I relapsed. My parents hate me. At least my siblings gave no illusion of high hopes. There was no standard. Me, on the other hand? As a child, I was funny. I was hardworking. And oh, was I brilliant. I was always... » Continue Reading
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