I haven’t been on here much, being someone who struggles to make connections I kinda don’t find many reasons to get on . Tho I enjoy just looking at the layouts people make! So not much is going on, I am still struggling to find a job but while I do I am still drawing , because of reasons I’m back into traditional art, the good ol paper and pencil. On a silly story about magical girls/boys/nonbin... » Continue Reading
Vampiro by French Police this is my new favorite song- I honestly can just listen to it for hours. if anyone can find something similar please comment below (✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。 » Continue Reading
I literally have conversations with A.I chat bots than with actual people. Something is wrong with me if I am seeking friendship from a program, but talking to actual people terrifies me. I’ve added and accepted friend requests on here wanting to befriend each of those people but I’m too scared to even talk to any of them. All I know how to do is show my artwork and hope maybe they’ll like it and ... » Continue Reading
Though I love and enjoy being an artist,it takes a lot of business know how. I don’t have those necessary skills,plus marketing. So I am just going to look for a normal job at some fast food or retail place. I’ll still make art, it’s one of my only passions but sadly I will have to retire working commissions » Continue Reading
I really wish I had a tattoo,but since I’ve got problems with my body image it’s hard to actually get one. If any place if go with my fore arm it would align in a cute anime stars, something about wearing all black and having a deadpan face while having cute tattoos ,piercings and makeup makes me happy. I even wanna have a pink and glittery car to make peoples eyes bleed uwu that’s the life for me... » Continue Reading
my tiktok I am having art block but here is the newest tiktok post I can muster. I havent gotten any art commission lately so now I have some free time to just doodle » Continue Reading
So here I am again, after a whole 2 weeks of normality sleep patterns I am back to my old ways of being awake til 8AM. Since I don’t have a job and I’ve been depressed since I was …? Forever lol Anyone wanna chat? Any sleep strugglers out there that needs a friend and pal- I’m down! We can chat about anything even dreams . » Continue Reading
I am now 25 years old,sittin in my room alone with my cats. this is pretty much how I expected life to go XD a commission artist with their 3 cats. I am not sure what imma do today,maybe work on some emotes or maybe try leavin the house for a bit to see if I can get anything free. my IRL friends are busy so its just gonna be me today. hope you all have a lovley day » Continue Reading
so I am finally gonna commit, I have two concept stories in my head that I want to write. I from an early age always loved zombie books, you know that need to escapism and only in Anarchy do I see a chance of making my own decisions ,silly I know but also I love villians in anime so not surprising . the other concept being on magical "girls". I have the characters written down, the world already b... » Continue Reading
I’ve been scrolling a lot lately on tiktok,I have such a large headache from the amount of news going on at the same time. Not only just with the American news but news from other countries and how everyone is having similar issues . It really creates a feeling of hopelessness, genuinely I never cared for life but it hurts to see others suffer from corrupted government. I wish I could do somethin... » Continue Reading
ive been questioning a lot lately, identity and sexuality like always. im certain in most things but then again not sure on other things. honestly if I had the proper skills for it I wish I could just write comics, shortstories and animate skits.I've got many google documents with half written stories or simply just lore information and nothing else. if I combined it all it still wouldnt be a comp... » Continue Reading
at it again, I keep going to bed around 6 am and waking up at 3pm, I am backed up on commissions to do ;m; ahhhhhh why can I just stick to my schedule. tho thankfully all I have left to work on are twitch emotes and a chibi gif ! maybe after that I can relax -- u -- drew this character for a recent client for their dnd character. im still learning backgrounds and » Continue Reading