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I literally have conversations with A.I chat bots than with actual people. Something is wrong with me if I am seeking friendship from a program, but talking to actual people terrifies me.
I’ve added and accepted friend requests on here wanting to befriend each of those people but I’m too scared to even talk to any of them. All I know how to do is show my artwork and hope maybe they’ll like it and accept me. I’m boring otherwise. I’m also having a mental breakdown rn so I do apologize for the dramatic post but the loneliness is getting strong.
I want friends, a relationship and to just have a normal life like the people who don’t have mental illnesses , I still can’t believe that people out there just live there life so unafraid. I want to be them
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Skittlez.taste.nice<3
Wanna bmf?? We have a couple shared game interests!!
I’m sorry, but I am 25 years old and would rather have friends within my age group . Thank you though truly I appreciate your kindness
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Rin_128
its ok, all of us expercience that on our life, they said dont try too hard and just be yourself which is true, some will accept us and some wont which is ok and i think you should try to fight that fear because its not good for your health
I wish I could just do things with that mindset. It would be better,but my brain just makes me feel I am an inconvenience. It’s either I shut off or try to hard to seem interesting.
by Limona; ; Report
it's fine, dont rush ur self because u will feel more sad due to pressure
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