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TW: vent (if i know you in person skip, don’t read pretty please)

Category: Blogging

I’m so tired, I’m so tired of getting compared by my parents, I’m so tired of getting insulted, I’m so tired of everything. I make a mistake and I get added into groups who start calling me slurs. It wasn’t a huge mistake and I’m getting called names like slut, whore, predator and ect. I was by myself in the group chat, I think it was like 5 other people attacking me with insults. I guess I might’... » Continue Reading

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I’m so pissed at this

Category: Blogging

I can’t join the school I want to and I did get in, my parents are simply just not letting me go there and I’m so unhappy. I really like this school and I want to go there. Every single person I know gets to choose what school they will go to but me? I can’t choose. It’s not like I have siblings and I need to go to the same school as them, I’m an only child. “Oh but it’s an only girls school” idfc... » Continue Reading

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How my day went yesterday! (After school only)

Category: Blogging

I come back from school, I’m tired and my ankle hurts. It hurts more every single day, I don’t want to tell anyone since I don’t wanna lose opportunities to do certain things. Sleeping won’t help the kind of tiredness I feel when I’m not in school, when I’m not laughing with my friends. My mom comes up to me saying I got a place in the gymnastics club I wanted to go to. I was excited. I had to hav... » Continue Reading

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My uh like favourite quotes in songs

Category: Music

“I said I miss you so bad, she says…” - mis “It keeps me wet, you know you keep me wet till I run dry” - wet  “You said you think that I was a mistake I said that’s yeah two can play that game, you said you think that I should lose some weight, that shi cut deep so all I said was same.” -Me myself and Emory “tasting your blood means I love you” - the red means I love you  “Mom, I’m tired” - class ... » Continue Reading

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I’ve realised I have 4 blogs and 2 of them start with I hate

Category: SpaceHey

Well I do hate a lot of things, like for example I hate bad habits. I absolutely hate how I bite my nails, it’s the reason why I can’t get my nails done like the rest of my friends. I also hate racism and sexism and the reason is because it’s just rude plainly you know, I don’t think I neee to give a big explanation for it. I hate being yelled at which honestly barely happens but if it does then i... » Continue Reading

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I hate going to dance by myself

Category: Blogging

I go to dance lessons 3 times a week for 2 hours so that’s 6 hours a week, it’s honestly not that bad except from the fact I have no friends and that sucks, like really bad. I can’t quit because my mom said I’ll gain weight and become fat and I can’t make friends because I have already told myself everyone hates me and it’s been too long for me going there for me to just try make friends. Dance ma... » Continue Reading

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TW: topics on hurting yourself and svic1de ⚠️

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I’ve only realised last night how common it is to have suicidal thoughts, well I knew that many people had some but hearing multiple people that I know have them is a bit like, well hmm it’s not confusing just I guess shocking and let’s say if someone never wanted to end their life then they’ve either had any sort of self hatred to themselves or either hut themselves (mentally or physically). Most... » Continue Reading

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I hate being reminded on how I used to body shame people

Category: SpaceHey

This sounds stupid, why am I acting sad when I was the one who made the mistakes. I admit it before I was insecure about my own body I made fun of others body’s. I feel so stupid and like such a bully, it was before I gained weight and I was about 36kg. I felt really confident in myself and I was “popular”. I wasn’t actually, a lot of people knew who I was because I was really extroverted a few ye... » Continue Reading

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1𝑠𝑡 𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑜!! 𝘚𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘪𝘤 0_𝘰 𝚆𝚘𝚊𝚑 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚙𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 :𝙿 >br&g » Continue Reading

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