HOW TO STOP BEING SUCH A GODDAMN PUSSY? I wanna start skateboarding again, but im reluctant to do even an ollie. And I wanna go to skateparks but im afraid to lose balance on ramps. Soooo the fear is my main enemy here. Btw how to strengthen my back muscles? And will my scoliosis get on my way to do skateboarding? » Continue Reading
Advice, opinion, your experience, thoughts ANYTHING๐๐๐ Tw: big internalised transphobia Hello everyone sooo basically most of the time idgaf, but once a month or two I fall back into this mental hell. Yesterday I felt even kinda chill about being trans, but shortly after I can’t imagine how to fully accept myself while also being reluctant to idea of forcing myself to detransition or something. I ... » Continue Reading
this is kinda a vent post sooo youve been warned. I have a group of online friends. we met back in 2022 and we're still talking to each other. Obviously times have changed and some of them kinda moved on and don't talk as much as before. Today one of them had a mental breakdown and left the group chat and most sinister thing to me was that two other friends just said "ok" OK??? WTF GUYS. WHERES AN... » Continue Reading
Thats kinda a vent post??? a tiny bit sooo dont expect any structure or smart thoughts. ! THIS WHOLE POST IS NOT AN ADVICE DONT WORRY ABOUT SAME STUPID AHH THINGS AS ME Some of things that i worry about as person with OCD: Im VERY hesitant to buy ANYTHING because im afraid that its gonna be useless and i'll just become a hoarder. I already have a little bit of hoarded items, but i try to avoid ho... » Continue Reading
My Pokémon obsession/hyperfixation is still there so I decided to make some papercraft (I’m not a 6yo I swear) while I’m waiting for my Pokémon cards order to arrive. I’m not gonna show the lower part of pikachu because it turned out ugly. Template that I used: https://www.thepapercraftsman.ca/pikachu-low-poly » Continue Reading
Sometimes i feel sudden wave of patriotism tbh so thats one of the reasons why im posting this. Soooo i live in Russia. But pls don't get too political or hateful » Continue Reading
Its kinda random so sorry if its stupid and messy asf. anyways, my bro just dropped some juicy salomon's key lore and daaaaamn that kinda makes sense. SO the point is, maybe celestia can control archons through their godly hearts or AT LEAST it links archons to celestia. maybe godly eyes are like surviellance cameras for celestia. ALSO i have a theory for a while that snezhnaya collects godly hea... » Continue Reading
I’m bored asf so I’m gonna yap. Topics: pokemon, my experience with reading beastars, artblock, just random thoughts, languages, thoughts on some digital horrors. Hope those topics captured ur attention wink wink ;) btw maybe I’ll make a layout for this entry, but I can’t guarantee that. Pokémon!!! Sooo some time ago I downloaded Pokémon fire red ROM hack and gba emulator on my computer and I rea... » Continue Reading
Really. And is it possible to make public bulletins and not just for friends? I wanna shitpost but I don’t wanna make a trash can out of my blog » Continue Reading