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Tw: big internalised transphobia
Hello everyone sooo basically most of the time idgaf, but once a month or two I fall back into this mental hell. Yesterday I felt even kinda chill about being trans, but shortly after I can’t imagine how to fully accept myself while also being reluctant to idea of forcing myself to detransition or something. I know that it’s quite a bad narrative, but I’m considering if I can “cure” the trans away. The options I have in my brain are desperately praying to god and asking him to make me “normal” in my prayers and/or just forcing myself to look more like a stereotypical individual of my AGAB and deadnaming myself intentionally. OBVIOUSLY ALL THOSE IDEAS SUCK DON’T TRY THIS
Important note: I don’t feel this way towards other trans people. I’m like that only towards myself
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zylostarz ★
as a non earth resident i can assure you that your change is not as bad as you think! my race is not open to change either, as we are open about being out true selves! but from what i have learned about humans, you tend to change to feel more like yourself… (it confused me at first but i think i have the hang of it) so you will be okay! i assure you the change is not bad, and you will be okay!
xoxo zylo