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If you read my about on my homepage, you will have read that I am -from New York State -27(0) years old -an artist If you didn’t re » Continue Reading
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"thanking 17 yr old me for waiting 10yrs to rewatch Dexter"
*whispers* I prefer G3 Draculaura's design/fashion :x
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sober arc: day 141
Category: Life
I didn't think I'd ever feel 100% okay physically again, but it happened after a couple of weeks. I've gone through long sober streaks before - but this time has to be it and it will be. I often have dreams where I'm smoking and I almost become very conscious of the effect it ha » Continue Reading
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sober arc: 1 week in
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Although I still don't feel wonderful, I feel much better. I haven't thrown up for two days (I have gagged a little); yesterday my mom suggested trying to eat some watermelon...this is now one of the only things I am eating. Which is totally fine as it's a comfort. AND it hydrates me! In my last entry I mentioned watermelon scented body wash, bringing me back to being a little kid. Happy moments. ... » Continue Reading
Sober arc: day 4
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
My stomach is a lot better today but still not better . I type this as I eat a little bit of noosa vanilla yogurt with some banana slices in it. Yesterday my birthday card from my grandma came in the mail. We share the same birthday, which is cute. She put 4 photos in with the card, all of me around the ages of 1-2. I started crying, especially at the one of me playing in the tub. » Continue Reading
upcoming projects ♀ ♡
Category: Art and Photography
I am super protective over what I'm working on right now bc I want my shop reopening to have several finished products/pieces that are new. I'm also kind of trying to world build in a way with this, so it's a lot more complicated than just finishing and listing a few paintings. But » Continue Reading
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I started a new painting tonight
Category: Blogging
TMI about nightmares and weird subconscious shit headed ur way if u decide to keep reading just to let you know My hibernation is officially over and it's all thanks to a gross and uncomfortable dream I had last night. I have had dreams where I've been sexually assaulted with my sister driving away when I'm screaming for her to call the police, I wake up and go "ok why did that happen" I have had ... » Continue Reading
Doing bulletin surveys as blog posts bc I want them for as long as possible
Category: Quiz/Survey
What were you doing at 11 last night? Watching Benny and June - I loved it so much and I think Sam is now one of my favorite Johnny Depp characters. I love him (both the character and Johnny) Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? Yes and we will be married and have little goblins What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of? I don't know why shr » Continue Reading
Thankgiving, Red Pandas' Intimacy & Reubens
Category: Blogging
So Thanksgiving was much more successful than I thought it'd be - my parents usually argue over stupid shit (households full of fire signs are like gas leaks no one can smell) but they came to visit my boyfriend and I, we hosted, it was awesome. The day before we went to the zoo and I was very in touch with the animals, I wish I could have literally touched them - the leopard was rubbing against t... » Continue Reading
Hibernation and Creative Block
Category: Blogging
I hate the weird feeling of guilt against myself for not creating or painting anything the last few months then I have to remember that it's completely normal and a part of my process as well as a lot of other peoples'. I don't paint or do anything for ~3 months and then for 2 months I push things out nonstop. It's a never ending cycle. I've realized my peaks are mid/late winter (aka vampire time ... » Continue Reading
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Word vomit & thoughts I guess. The Web is wacky.
Category: Blogging
I think about the way I used to approach the internet, mainly social media. If you weren't posting about it - was it actually even happening? "Pics or it didn't happen" is a meme but at the same time not quite. At least not then. Remember the beginning of Facebook - the way the statuses were? YOUR NAME is... (type in status). People would abuse the hell out of it. "Taking a poop", "eating a veggie... » Continue Reading
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(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ A 20 Questions Game
Category: Quiz/Survey
feel free to copy/paste!♡pls keep credit at bottom! *************************************************************************** 1.) What's the last show you binge-watched? I think Squid Game 2.) The last song you listened to? Medusa - Clan Of Xymox (on my profile lol) 3.) D » Continue Reading