I started a new painting tonight

TMI about nightmares and weird subconscious shit headed ur way if u decide to keep reading just to let you know

My hibernation is officially over and it's all thanks to a gross and uncomfortable dream I had last night. I have had dreams where I've been sexually assaulted with my sister driving away when I'm screaming for her to call the police, I wake up and go "ok why did that happen"

I have had dreams I've been on cruises and people go missing, upon investigation they are kidnapping people, killing them and feeding them to other vacationers (who do not know they are eating human flesh) and zombie Bill Cosby tries to eat me. No reaction upon waking, that one was really cool.

I have had the token naked dreams but I am walking around a trashy hotel type thing but I turn a corner and it's like a bizarre open street/flea market kind of thing and people are following me. Weird but ok.

I do not know how to describe this recent dream and it was in no way as strange or deep as the few I just listed. It was not gory, it was not scary, it was not a nightmare per se. The feeling that people with trypophobia get when they are having a moment is the best way I could describe this. I was pulling (hairs?) twig stick things out of what was supposed to be a heart (it was not a heart, it seemed like a piece of paper) with tweezers, and they were layered. It wasn't bloody or even a heart but I know that's what it was supposed to be. When I woke up I realized before I went to bed the night before I watched something about a woman quitting energy drinks - this registered deeply I guess because my boyfriend and sometimes I drink them and I know we shouldn't the way we do. We took our dog to the vet last week and he has a very slight heart murmur, it's expected for his age but definitely not a huge issue but still worrisome and on my mind. I recently bought a pack of bobby pins and they look like this

and I use them on most days. So in my dream I'm pulling bobby pins out. I haven't a fucking clue why this makes me so uncomfortable and itchy and nauseous. I could not stop thinking about it for the entire day. I have removed all of the pins from the packaging and they're loose now. No pulling.

I don't like weird brain I hope I have a time travel dream tonight or something.