Yall! I still feel mentally fucked by the other night. ( see last blog ) I feel like im getting better but i cried a lot. It was just a big mixed up fucky fuck with everything else is going on. I dont mean to complain. I really need to put out a new video. I feel like they are too similar to each other. All of m » Continue Reading
So im sorta new in this town and i never go out. I used to drink alc a lot and now i barely touch it. So i decided to venture out to town and hit up a bar. I dont normally go to bars and i was alone for the night so i thought why not. I prepared very well. I made sure i had the means to stay warm bc i had to walk and it was 15 degrees out. So i walk to the bar and it took me 30 mins to get there. ... » Continue Reading
I placed an order for a cup. I cant wait to get it. Im patient though. Cant wait. ALSO can anyone tell me how to post youtube vids or pictures on here? » Continue Reading
29 days ago i started this profile. I love it. ALSO Someone named Shelbz posted some HTML what not stuff and i borrowed it. I hope she doesn't mind. Im not good at this stuff at all. Shoutout and thanks for sharing Shelbz I wanna try and personalize it. Though i don't know what the fuck im doing. So thank you again. I had a nightmare last night where my ex had a girlfriend they both were very mea... » Continue Reading
Trying to get used to this new flippin job. Not a huge fan of it anymore. Give me anxiety on my days off. I daydream these fake situations in my head and there hard to shake off. I dont know why i do it. Anyone else out there make shit up in there head? Not on purpose either. I just zone out on a quick thought. Have a great day yall. New video soon. » Continue Reading
So far so good on the liquid diet. I made a spinach, pear smoothie, a spinach apple with nutmeg and cinnamon, a spinach bannanannana peanut butter, and a plain jane spinach with Oat milk yogurt and banana. i don't heavily recommend that last one but if your into it and want the probiotics then go for it. Get it girl. Right now the plan is to eat solid food 7 hours after i get u » Continue Reading
Does anyone ever make an entire meal just to take one bite and throw it all away? Part of you wants the food. But the greater part wants to just hurt. Anyyywayyy. Bye » Continue Reading
Hey yall. Its been a few days since i blogged. BUT! I have uploaded several vids to my channel. Started a meme page on instagram too. Though its better described as a meme dumping page. Its trash. Im an expert on creating trash. I started a new job as a *********** and im cutting so much shit that my hand hurts in the morning. Is this something that » Continue Reading
So i missed a day or two of this stuff. But it been super busy. Nobody reads these anyway. I hope to move it to video blog or vlog when it up and running. Work is very busy for me, and i'm a KMIT and there was supposed to be a meeting but it got cancelled. I was like halfway there so its cool. Free PAID day off. ill take it. But now i am jacked full of coffee for no reason. Yippy dippy. Anywayyy... » Continue Reading