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So im sorta new in this town and i never go out. I used to drink alc a lot and now i barely touch it. So i decided to venture out to town and hit up a bar. I dont normally go to bars and i was alone for the night so i thought why not. I prepared very well. I made sure i had the means to stay warm bc i had to walk and it was 15 degrees out. So i walk to the bar and it took me 30 mins to get there. I stopped for coffee because it was freezing out. It was was a good night so far. I was out for once, being independent.
I get to the bar and i almost turn around a walk home. Im not good in public spots and i have not been out drinking by myself in years. I get the to bar and they had one IPA. Yay already im thrilled. My first cup tasted like soap. But i did'nt care. I order some fries and by the time i finish them im 3 beers deep. Im def feeling drunk at this point and i brought my pen with me. So i was pretty gone. I get another beer and i meet a guy. He seemed like a duetch but i was bored. I get another drink and i buy some shots. Crown Royal. I take the shot with him i remember going outside. Smoking a cig which ive spent the last 5 years trying to quit. So yippy.
Thats all i remember. I woke up in the fucking hospital with no memory of anything. I cant believe it. I feel like i violated myself. I feel so wronged and my knees are bruised to hell and the nurse told me i was found on the side of the road falling. The cops brought me in. It was like 1 min from my house. When i woke up and someone came and got me at 6 am and bought be breakfast. This happened 2 days ago and ive been crying all day. I keep thinking about it.
I have no idea what happened still and the only things i lost were my fucking glasses. And a piece of my soul. Lately my life is slowing becoming garbage and it keeps getting worse. I couldve died 2 days ago and i still feel hurt by it. More than bruises and soreness. I did something to my brain.
-L
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