People say that love is beautiful. Easy. But I do not believe that it is. I believe true love is when you are willing to argue with someone for days, maybe even weeks, and still decide to stay by their side. Now, there are some exceptions of course, but I believe that the only way something can work is by never giving up on it. Nothing was meant to be easy. And I don't think love is easy. With lov... » Continue Reading
You claim I am the love of your life. Say that you love me more and that you care about me so much. But if that is true, why do I not feel it? As of late, I have felt nothing but neglect from you. I have had to beg and cry for you to love me. You can't possibly think that this is okay. I spend my days wondering if we will be okay, and if you will love me again like you used to. But you do not even... » Continue Reading
Sometimes, I truly start to wonder if I am abusing my own heart. I choose to pursue actions and decisions that I know will have disappointing outcomes, but I do them anyway. I suppose I am so desperate to feel something other than grief and despair that I continue to allow myself to communicate problems to someone with a brick wall separating our minds. It is as if I am screaming at the ocean, pra... » Continue Reading
today i went to the mall because I was feeling sad. I decided to spend all my money and now I have four new shirts, new pants, jewelry, etc. and now I am broke and still sad. » Continue Reading
my boyfriend has worked so hard this year, I am so exceptionally proud of him and everything he has done. he did great in sectionals and he did amazing for finals. I could not be more happy for someone in my life. he works so so so hard and I hope he knows just how great he is. he will always be my favorite swimmer. I'm so sad that swim has come to an end because this is his last year, but I will ... » Continue Reading
I've recently been listening to Wasia Project. Such insane vocals and the way the instrumental is just as beautiful as the singing... such a masterpiece. so go and listen to Wasia Project, I promise you won't regret it :) » Continue Reading
never in my life have I failed to do a presentation. maybe my depleting mental health is the reason for this, but I ended up stuttering and crying in front of my cooking class yesterday. that is correct, you read that right. I had a panic attack in front of my class. I always find ways to make myself look like a loser. at my big age, the fact I will be getting ready for college in under two years,... » Continue Reading
I just spent the day hanging out with my boyfriend and (as always) it was so much fun. we cuddled, watched a tv show, laughed and played around, and other things. I always have so much fun with him, he genuinely makes me so happy. as a fellow over thinker who thinks wayyyyy too much about anything, whenever it gets too bad and I talk to him about it, he is always there to talk things out and make ... » Continue Reading
is it just me or do you just randomly forget you have a life? like sometimes ill be doing something like watching videos in bed and then I will look out my window and be like "oh my... I live on planet earth, why am I not doing something with my life?" and then immediately go back to watching videos. maybe I am just lazy. its not that I don't want to do anything either, I just come to the realizat... » Continue Reading
my whole life I have loved singing, but only in past years have I actually worked on improvement and getting things right. every one around me says my singing is good. but to me, I still think I sound weird. how does this make sensssssseeeeee?????? maybe they are just being nice lol anyways, a few tips from me to anyone who cares--- use your stomach a lot, make sure it is tight when singing. breat... » Continue Reading
I love working with my boyfriend on assignments and projectsssss. like I love him so muchhhhhhh so spending some good old quality time with him is so much fun even if its stressing over a deadline. rahhhhh » Continue Reading
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