hmmm

is it just me or do you just randomly forget you have a life? like sometimes ill be doing something like watching videos in bed and then I will look out my window and be like "oh my... I live on planet earth, why am I not doing something with my life?" and then immediately go back to watching videos. maybe I am just lazy. its not that I don't want to do anything either, I just come to the realization that life and earth exist but in that same moment, I'm watching the most interesting yet boring documentery about some random person on the internet.