I cant stop thinking about her today i keep anxiously checking my strawpage for any new or word, and i feel like maybe i shouldn't be doing this. maybe i'm setting myself up for the worst. my emotions could st » Continue Reading
So, dont get me wrong, i LOVED WATCHING GROJBAND. it was my comfort show during a tough time that i'm still trying to push through..but. i kinda felt. stupid and cringe for liking it after a while? ( hat » Continue Reading
https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=688430 Sometimes, i have to remember that im not the only unhinged person in this world, and that people say and do crazier shit online that i ever could bcs wtf is this. » Continue Reading
Later this week i believe, on a friday, we're having the first school dance of the year. its Y2K themed, and i has a friend tell me i should go to it, because of my style and the way i dress in school. Now dont get me wrong, i love parties, about 2 months ago i was invited to some little kids party for my sister, and i dont CARE if it wasn't for my age range, i was having a GOOD ASS TIME, i did ka... » Continue Reading
Honestly, after i went to sleep ( I slept like rlly good last night idk why) And thinking abt what just happened this morning while having breakfast cup ramen... Man, nothing even really happened at all! or even WIL » Continue Reading
i told them where i am i told well i jst told cinni was this a ba didea i cant take it back i cant of she sees it she'll look here WHY DID I DO THAT I DONT EVERN KNOW WIF SHE HATES ME OR SOMETHING AND HOW AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO KNOW IF I TOLD HER NOT TO MESSAGE ME??? ohmygodd what have i done it was a miastake ii want to cut myself but i ccant i dont want to. do i talkk to them do i what do i do?? ... » Continue Reading
ii fucking miss thm i relly..i really do. i coudlnt help it i fuckign looked at their tiwtters and ohhmy god am i mising everything/?? i miaased so much do they even care about me anymore?? i saw how they are sutuill having fun abndn just likee withotut me and im just feel like they dotn even care abt who i amm nymroe i dotn i why am i so emotinal ???] i fucjign miss them and i miss all my other ... » Continue Reading
So, im not sure if i've ever mentioned this on my blog..but i have siblings, SPecifically for this blog, a younger 11 year old sister. And tbh, i have so many mixed feelings on her » Continue Reading
HI!!!!!!! I totally. forgot i didn't talk abt christmas. i was having such a fun time during my break and its like....I GOT THE BEST. SHIT EVER???????? WHAGT?? i genuinely. cant believe i got some of the shit that i got... THEYRE ALL SO EXPEN » Continue Reading