Bullying and Gaslighting myself into getting out of the Grojband fandom

So, dont get me wrong, i LOVED WATCHING GROJBAND. it was my comfort show during a tough time that i'm still trying to push through..but.

i kinda felt. stupid and cringe for liking it after a while? ( hate using the word "cringe" but idk how else to describe how i felt.)

i look around on the internet for people who are fans of the show like me but....how do i say this...

MOST are all very...deviantart-Coded and uhm... ghh....wellllllllll

There is absolutely nobody in my age range who likes this show anymore. Being into a fandom late into its popularity makes it incredibly lonely, and its just like..i felt stupid loving it so much. Like i could've been into something more RELEVANT like total drama island, something more MY AGE, but NOOOOOOOOO, i had to be into a stupid show that nobody even likes anymore.

i kinda make myself stop liking it bcs i just feel embarassed for enjoying such a unserious show that'll probably get me made fun of.

idk i feel stupid. i love this show a lot but i'm always psyching myself out of getting into it.

-Cozmite