Almost done with this God-forsaken semester. Thank Christ. Fuck. Goddamn! sup, party people. i need to write more n exercise me noggin, for once. so lettuce begin. right now i'm listening to "Seal II", pretty fuckin awesomesauce!!!!! shoutout to my lovely boyfriend for puttin me onto seal! » Continue Reading
It was silent tonight, an overpowering stillness which — for just a little while, muted the swarm of parasitic thoughts darting around inside of my rotting hive mind. These obsessive, roaring ghouls of self-disgust have been haunting my psyche as of recently. No matter what distractions I threw at myself, an act which played out like when a father jingles his dull car keys at his crying infant, ev... » Continue Reading
tiktok was banned yesterday night and is back up and running today. not even a full fuckin 24 hours. pathetic. let's talk about it. so, trump. you couldn't even make it last a goddamn day? to make it even somewhat believable? did you need to get back to your family guy funny moments minecraft parkour and subway surfers brainrot THAT quickly???????????????? » Continue Reading
last night i thought my tooth was getting some sort of cavity i saw a small, yellow indent on the side of it. i couldn't remember if it had been there before, bu » Continue Reading
i'm proud of the things i was able to achieve today while going thru it mentally recently! - i cleaned my room! i mostly dusted which was huge bc i usually forget about the dust. and i never realize how MUCH there is... i already feel so much better seeing everything sparkly clean. i cleaned all my sheets so they're nice and soft, and rearranged some random objects laying on my ground. (i uh shove... » Continue Reading
so... um... happy 2025.....................heh.................. okay okay yeah im mad at myself too for not keepin tabs on my own life the past 9 months. i like reading about my life because i have a terrible memory and end up forgetting everything i experienced in the year. i thin » Continue Reading
alright, so i had to redo my entire page for a second because stupid discord decided to kill image hosting. rude. my blogs, however, i don't have the willpower to fix those. maybe when i'm extremely bored. listen, i'm a busy motherfucker! i finally got a beautiful, BEAUTIFUL laptop, so expect more blog posts soon. » Continue Reading
hey guys! sorry for the lack of blogs. i’m still alive and active and check this site daily, i just… more commonly check bulletins. .profile-pic:hover, .profile-pic img:hover, .comments-table img:hover{ transform: scale(1.1); transition: 0.5s ease; filter: grayscale(100%); } .profile .friends .person img:not(.icon) {transition: 0.5s ease} @import url('https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Play... » Continue Reading
convincing title, eh? let's talk about it. first off, the new headphones. they came in the mail this morning, after all, so it feels right to talk about them first. now, why did i get new headphones » Continue Reading