i’m still alive lol (mini update)

hey guys! sorry for the lack of blogs. i’m still alive and active and check this site daily, i just… more commonly check bulletins. 

my ass strugggleees with writing. or at least beginning to write. once i’m sat and writing a blog it all goes breezily, but it just is reaaaall hard for me to get in my chair, sit down, and BEGIN writing. 

sorry buddies, i’ll try harder for you all….. weeps

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a small little update though, i have been really getting into learning modular synth by using an amazing music program called bespoke. it’s so fun to play around with!!! my synth hyperfixation is fully kicking in. my good chum and parttime european brother has been recommending some bangers from autechre which also helps fuel my synth hyperfixation fire. and me and my boyfriend have had wonderful times together that i can reminisce about in another blogpost later on!!! lotsa cuddles and lotsa good eats, and some mario kart brawls… LOL! 

welp i suddenly got the urge to shit profusely, so i gotta go blow up the downstairs toilet. i think i got IBS bruh 

bye