so... um... happy 2025.....................heh..................

okay okay yeah im mad at myself too for not keepin tabs on my own life the past 9 months. i like reading about my life because i have a terrible memory and end up forgetting everything i experienced in the year.

i think college was a huge factor in my absence, at least starting in like september of last year. i mean i got classes to pass yknow. before september however i was just a lazy ass. i apologize to my future self because i know they wanted me to keep up with this, aaaand i didn't.

but hey, new year new me?

new year new EVERYTHING. i don't wanna talk about it right now because i feel like it'd be a breach of privacy but holy shit everything's changing and frankly i'm scared and in pain about these changes. even if they're not necessarily bad changes.

but also frankly it isn't about me and i'll survive, no matter what outcome!

this is a short blog. in fact all of my blogs are probably going to be short because writing hella long ones is what made me burnt out in the first place.

i think ima clean my room for a fresh 2025 start

toodles