june

hello again. life update for the journal. as always.

i have a second job as a barback at the place across from me. i was going there for knicks games so i asked. everyone is very nice. maybe i can be a bartender someday. i really do not have a lot of money at all. i make it and it goes to my rent and, that’s it. saving is hard because of that but i’m trying. 

still no word on where i will live next. i am really hoping it’s not too far from here. i will miss my roommates cat the most.

my ants poem was really about ants. i mean i guess you could add your own meanings. there have been ants in my apartment because it’s new york. not a lot. killing them makes me sad. it is stupid, but true. i do not know where the compassion comes from. but i accept it i guess.

not much else to say. in august it will be 6 months of being 22. much to consider. i am young but i feel very aged. the past year especially. but it’s been good for me.

acceptance, divination, joy <——————