"Feeling like Richard Ramirez"
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Category: Blogging
Wow. New focus: me. This new transition into selfless selfishness has been beautifully fruitful. I go to the gym I track my macros and calories, I have my “Applewatch” and am maintaining my sleep schedule. I’m getting this money and spending it on my jog and peace while also being able to have my emergency funds proper. I’ve been working on my relationships and being able to be with myself. Truly ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I claim to love money. I’ll work as long as you need me for as many days as long as my pay is consistently in the bank. The job I currently work at pays well. But they are notorious for missing hours off the check. The first pay was overly shortened and I broke down. Everyone told me I was weak for breaking down and opening up about my struggles but I’ve seen it as the opposite. I am currently re... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Lies upon lies. I found my closure! To say a girl committed suicide etc and then I find out she’s alive…. Smelled like a plot. This was what I needed to understand that my family was right to tell me to stay away as well as that I have so much potential that oozes out of my pores that I can no longer hold back. World I’ve always wanted to take over! Hahahahaaaa, take over I will!!! I love each and... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
a girly will write music on a random piece of paper and throw it out. Goal, at least two songs a week. No matter the quality because that will come with time. Anywhoooooo the instrumental was Easy by Aries and the lyrics I wrote will only be long enough for half the instrumental. no biggie. the first paragraph is rapped and the other two are sung! the rap starts at 0:16 and the song ends » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I JUST WANNA GET PAID. So I've been getting paid for three days worth of work while showing up for the whole WEEEK. I don't understand what's good with these security companies, but if I take a job in a place that has a lack of transit due to it being AN ISLAND and I get there 30 minutes before my scheduled time, plus get released 30 minutes after my scheduled time... MEANING I'm a very dedicated ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I’ve been on and off with this dude since I was 19. It’s weird to meet other dudes after as friends and find out they value me more. Maybe I’ve been too fucked by my past to see my worth. I’ve seen myself as this ugly fat non attractive manly looking woman. My whole life I’ve felt this way. So now being approached and told to just ask for anything.. seems alien. I don’t trust it. Idk. African men ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Baby girl got a job and she starts today. It’s a much better pay than my last job but the OT is out of sight out of mind. I KNOW I needed a well paying job that gives me my own identity. I’ve been a workoholic since I first got paid 😌. But you telling me that ya want me to do OT when it’s only $2 more than my hourly pay🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 aHaaaa😤. I’m in my soft girl era bitch. Imma get this money and keep it m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I’ve been unemployed since the end of April. To be unemployed in your early 20s is a trip I’ll tell you. I’ve found myself unemployed about three times and so far it’s all felt like a little vacation from school. Having the support of a parent is highly appreciated, but an seem like a crutch when you haven’t found a job in over two months. My mom is one to not let me settle for less. I had an offe... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I fully understand that we must all take accountability for our actions. If I bring something up that’s bothering me let’s address that. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I’ve always wanted to be a girls girl: the Cliche girl with her friend group and the girl best friend that is always there for her; but life had other plans. I’ve lived guarded (/guided) by my mothers fears. When I was younger it meant skipping out on school activities past 5pm (sports, get togethers, hang outs, clubs) because after it gets dark the bad people come out to get children. When I was ... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
I wrote a whole post and it went away. Opening up about my friend struggles. Fuck it I’ll post lter » Continue Reading
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