Love of money or stability

I claim to love money. I’ll work as long as you need me for as many days as long as my pay is consistently in the bank. The job I currently work at pays well. But they are notorious for missing hours off the check. The first pay was overly shortened and I broke down. 

Everyone told me I was weak for breaking down and opening up about my struggles but I’ve seen it as the opposite. I am currently receiving hours I haven’t even worked for. For now because I’m broke I’m seeing it as a blessing and doing the best I can and paying debts. But I feel like I’ll repay elsewhere.

For now all I can be is grateful and let everyone else to fight for their hours. 

Also just this week my ungrateful was showing. I was getting upset about being one of the early people who gets released later… seeing my check this week… they can keep me 4 extra hours every day without complain!!! This is why being paid the right way makes a better worker!