It's october and the feeling of end of the year is kicking in. My mind is in a conflict cuz same time my family and i are already talking about christmas, i feel december is so far?? I feel october will "seep away like a bottle of wine" lol, i think when we blink our eyes it'll be mid november and we'll already have our xmas decorations on and we'll be chatting about how it'll be our new year's ev... » Continue Reading
soo reading some entries on the supernatural section i was remembering how i've seen so many weird things in the sky... which reminded of the night got so shocked i woke up my mother and she seemed scared which is rare... i think it was past 2am (if not, already 3am) when i was on my laptop which stays on my desk table besides my balcony so i can see the sky cuz of the glass door. I looked out and... » Continue Reading
oh, god... i think i've been journaling this for so long, to be honest i've been feeling with this even before i knew what journaling our feelings meant. Like i don't belong here. Since i was kid i've been dealing with this, being laughed at and called naïve when speaking about other realities, about and if magic existed out there in the world... honestly? sounds crazy, i know. But this is MY blog... » Continue Reading
i'm scary. scary cuz it's been a long time i haven't felt true happiness. a long time things don't excite me anymore, and this... god this is so dangerous! because if you can't find any happiness in you, the things you do... what are you living for? slowly the suicidal jokes are turning into non-jokes... but my future is so bright, isn't it? i'm just a brat and cry baby, right? RIGHT?! so why does... » Continue Reading
soo... my first blog here couldn't start different from a hopeless romantic, right? there is this hot gatekeeper in my building and he only comes to cover other's vacancies, he stayed here 1 month-ish and i didn't know w hen he'd be back again ... surprising, he's here tonight!! im so excited, he's so funny and hot and i look like a fool next to him lol last time we saw he came and hugged me cuz w... » Continue Reading