"Chilling"
I don't talk much honestly, this acc is for me to write. 17 🙃 ut
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Category: Life
I'm gonna put myself out there so hopefully one day I can get out of this friendship and actually get someone. I don't want to just jump into a relationship but one is comfort and I need comfort rn, I have no friends other than one and I have nobody close to me. I just want someone to hold me and tell me it'll all be okay in the end. Someone who will love me for how I am, someone who will love me ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Me and her broke up, but we're still friends for the time. I'm just gonna work on myself and one day find a bf. She said ex's can't be friends so why are we still friends. I just wanna move on and get a guy that won't be so mad at me like she was » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This summer I'm gonna do it. Summer is coming up and I have a family trip to another state. She does not want me to go. I tried to explain it would help me and I'd get to see my dad but she got mad and ANOTHER argument happened. The reason why summer is because it'll be so much easier to cope and to work on myself. I feel bad but I need to leave and once I get a chance, I'm running. I don't want t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This has started to feel like a cry for help. I try to leave but I keep getting stuck with this will change when it doesn't. I wanted to go to my uncle's with my family because it's his birthday and she got so mad at me. Now she's kinda making me stay tonight too when that was NEVER in the plan. I'm so fucking tired, I tell myself hold on atleast till may or next year but fuck it just hurts. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I want out of my relationship, I love my girlfriend so much but I can't keep arguing with her. She's hypersexual and I'm mostly gay+I don't care for sex much. It's not that I don't love her I genuinely cannot keep up with it. I do my best for her but I'm not good with bipolar. I want to start over and work, start on a better life but she told me she'd kill herself if I left so I don't know what t... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
My relationship is honestly struggling. I love her but I've started to question my sexuality. I made a new friend recently but that friend is not the reason i started questioning it. I've been questioning it for a while but with more arguments where I've been told I'm the problem again and again makes me. I understand that in my relationship i struggle because i'm dumb with a partner who has bipol... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's not getting any better. It's constant circles and ending up in the same place. Nobody i know cares to know if I'm okay or not even when I'm showing signs of not being okay. I'm so tired of trying, I'm tired of living up to unrealistic expectations. Isolation is good but it can get to be too much. I want friends again, I want to have what jobs I want, I want to not be such a fucking mess up. I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay, idk why but I wish I wasn't » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I lost my dog tags for work, I lost them and I'm scared that my girlfriend found them because I wasn't supposed to have them on me, I already lost the bolt that we get rewarded but I didn't think I'd lose the dog tags. So now I'm scared that she found them. I really hope she didn't because that would make her mad at me and I don't want another argument, as I said one more argument and I'm out. But... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've been struggling with what I'm gonna do, like ik I should break up with her and I've just been tryina figure out how I would but like I don't wanna break her heart. But at the same time she broke mine. Pretty much the night before last night I didn't wanna fuck and I tried to tell her I didn't want to and she basically said "I don't want you to touch me anymore" and basically said she'd cheat ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today was a bit better than yesterday, so that's good :) » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm just gonna try to make it work, I really do love her even if it can get bad. But love does hurt. I want it to work but I know it might not. I just wish I could hold her but also be held. I know I'm more on the gay side but I do really love her. She's the only girl i'd even love. But she said she's the only girl that would love me. And that's okay because I don't want another girl to love me. S... » Continue Reading
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