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Dog tags

Category: Life

I lost my dog tags for work, I lost them and I'm scared that my girlfriend found them because I wasn't supposed to have them on me, I already lost the bolt that we get rewarded but I didn't think I'd lose the dog tags. So now I'm scared that she found them. I really hope she didn't because that would make her mad at me and I don't want another argument, as I said one more argument and I'm out. But... » Continue Reading

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Been struggling

Category: Life

I've been struggling with what I'm gonna do, like ik I should break up with her and I've just been tryina figure out how I would but like I don't wanna break her heart. But at the same time she broke mine. Pretty much the night before last night I didn't wanna fuck and I tried to tell her I didn't want to and she basically said "I don't want you to touch me anymore" and basically said she'd cheat ... » Continue Reading

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Better day

Category: Life

Today was a bit better than yesterday, so that's good :) » Continue Reading

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life >_<

Category: Life

I'm just gonna try to make it work, I really do love her even if it can get bad. But love does hurt. I want it to work but I know it might not. I just wish I could hold her but also be held. I know I'm more on the gay side but I do really love her. She's the only girl i'd even love. But she said she's the only girl that would love me. And that's okay because I don't want another girl to love me. S... » Continue Reading

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Toxic

Category: Life

We're like radiation and a biohazard  » Continue Reading

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I'm stuck

Category: Life

I'm pretty sure if I break up with her then she'll say a ton of stuff about me, she's said I've done stuff that I don't even remember. I'm tired, I love her so much but fuck. I love her more than anything but I can't keep living like this. I love her more than anything but it hurts. And I can't get out  » Continue Reading

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Love hurts

Category: Life

I love getting threatened if getting broken up with over trying at work » Continue Reading

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I've come to terms

Category: Life

She's probably gonna be my reason. I just wanted to work with her but she sees it as me doing what she wanted to do, I wanted to do it too. But she sees everything as a competition. She's probably gonna be the reason I kill myself, if I do I'll say goodbye to my managers who actually believed in me. My girlfriend has been intensionally putting me down so I'll stop working as hard, I just wanted to... » Continue Reading

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Stupid shit

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers

So imagine this, getting the opportunity to do something new at work, then telling your girlfriend about it and she says you can't. I messed up in the past so I get that she doesn't trust me anymore and I've been trying my fucking best to regain that trust, but she's said I can't shadow for a place at work and she won't let me do a part of the haunt that's more entertainment aka before you enter i... » Continue Reading

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Friends

Category: School, College, University

If I could have friends then I know who I'd be friends with. I mean id be skeptical  because I've always had bad friends but that's okay, I said I liked his hair because I mean it's dyed but then I knocked over the teachers lamp lol. I'm embarrassed but at the same time I find it funny because I fucking hate that teacher. Fucking talking shit on students. » Continue Reading

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Friends

Category: School, College, University

If I could have friends then I know who I'd be friends with. I mean id be skeptical  because I've always had bad friends but that's okay, I said I liked his hair because I mean it's dyed but then I knocked over the teachers lamp lol. I'm embarrassed but at the same time I find it funny because I fucking hate that teacher. Fucking talking shit on students. » Continue Reading

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SHE SAID YES

Category: Life

SHE SAID YES!!! I'm so happy she said yes! I have so much more drawing to do and that's okay :D I rlly need a shower or a bath lol but I can shower tomorrow after work, then we have the dance on Friday I'm super nervous for it because idk what to wear yet 😣😣 My package with my stuff for our anniversary should be here today or tomorrow, but I really hope it's before Friday so I can give my girl her... » Continue Reading

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