CyberD3Ath

"Chilling"
I don't talk much honestly, this acc is for me to write. 17 🙃 ut
Last active:
SpaceHey Blog URL:
https://blog.spacehey.com/cyberd3ath
CyberD3Ath's Blog Entries
[Subscribe to this Blog]
I'm stuck
Category: Life
I'm pretty sure if I break up with her then she'll say a ton of stuff about me, she's said I've done stuff that I don't even remember. I'm tired, I love her so much but fuck. I love her more than anything but I can't keep living like this. I love her more than anything but it hurts. And I can't get out » Continue Reading
— 1 Comment— 2 Kudos
Love hurts
Category: Life
I love getting threatened if getting broken up with over trying at work » Continue Reading
— 1 Kudos
I've come to terms
Category: Life
She's probably gonna be my reason. I just wanted to work with her but she sees it as me doing what she wanted to do, I wanted to do it too. But she sees everything as a competition. She's probably gonna be the reason I kill myself, if I do I'll say goodbye to my managers who actually believed in me. My girlfriend has been intensionally putting me down so I'll stop working as hard, I just wanted to... » Continue Reading
— 1 Comment— 1 Kudos
Stupid shit
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
So imagine this, getting the opportunity to do something new at work, then telling your girlfriend about it and she says you can't. I messed up in the past so I get that she doesn't trust me anymore and I've been trying my fucking best to regain that trust, but she's said I can't shadow for a place at work and she won't let me do a part of the haunt that's more entertainment aka before you enter i... » Continue Reading
Friends
Category: School, College, University
If I could have friends then I know who I'd be friends with. I mean id be skeptical because I've always had bad friends but that's okay, I said I liked his hair because I mean it's dyed but then I knocked over the teachers lamp lol. I'm embarrassed but at the same time I find it funny because I fucking hate that teacher. Fucking talking shit on students. » Continue Reading
Friends
Category: School, College, University
If I could have friends then I know who I'd be friends with. I mean id be skeptical because I've always had bad friends but that's okay, I said I liked his hair because I mean it's dyed but then I knocked over the teachers lamp lol. I'm embarrassed but at the same time I find it funny because I fucking hate that teacher. Fucking talking shit on students. » Continue Reading
SHE SAID YES
Category: Life
SHE SAID YES!!! I'm so happy she said yes! I have so much more drawing to do and that's okay :D I rlly need a shower or a bath lol but I can shower tomorrow after work, then we have the dance on Friday I'm super nervous for it because idk what to wear yet 😣😣 My package with my stuff for our anniversary should be here today or tomorrow, but I really hope it's before Friday so I can give my girl her... » Continue Reading
Three -_-
Category: Life
I'm tired but I'm choosing not to sleep so I can get my stuff done. I'm gonna ask my girl tomorrow if she'll go to the dance with me. It's not perfect and I wish it was. » Continue Reading
Spirit week
Category: Life
NGL I hate spirit week, my school has like cosplay day and shit, I always look like shit fr » Continue Reading
Two
Category: Life
Today was better than yesterday. I have new classes so i have to find a new time to ask my girlfriend to the dance but i'm nervous. My school doesn't do the normal asking to the dances and I didn't have much stuff to make a perfect poster, I feel kinda like a disappointment since tomorrow is mine and my girlfriend's 1 year and 11 months, our 2 year anniversary is Halloween. I really hope she likes... » Continue Reading
one
Category: Life
Life kinda sucks at the moment, ofc but like its okay. I've come to terms with what can happen, I can change and be happy for a bit until I fuck up again and my girlfriend gives up on me. I think I might have npd but I really hope I don't because I don't want to end up like my grandma. I just wanna live my life and be happy with my girl. I gotta change my ways but i'm gonna be changing a lot, gett... » Continue Reading