I do have a lot of working in the next few months. Oh wow, I would not where to begin. First off, I am moving that is going to be ni ce. But, the housing situation on that, I am finding out that is going to take a little while to go there to do. Meaning- its done its happening but there is a lo » Continue Reading
WOW...alright I would not know where to begin. Lately, things....are going well and things are set. HOLY F!!!!! Whoa, I do not get it. Maybe this is gonna be my moment. I have so many good things happening. Wow, alright. So, I am getting a home :) A » Continue Reading
I would not where to begin on this, but I feel being honest and writing things out that I want to get rid of inside me by talking about it is healthy. I think this one made me see things (today I been thinking about the past) Just how people are different and let things run them down in life taking away their personality and umph if you will. I feel people get to a point (people from my past mos... » Continue Reading
I wanted to say there is this Playmate hmmmm...2000's era I will leave it up to you to guess. I think those that know me or even remotely follow me go...are you talking about "a....". Yes, yes I am. Alright, she honestly is one of the sweetest people ever. I think somehow I done fked up good by the last message I said to her. I won't get into it. But I am tired of married women and MEN hitting me... » Continue Reading
I put untitled just for the simple reason being I would not know to label this one. Other than the emotions I am feeling are pretty happy. Inside and out. Just waiting at the moment..waiting game is what it is. Waiting for the right moment. Making sure everything is fine order for my new life and adventures (just mostly trying to find new pizza joints!) that is on the top of my list. I will be hon... » Continue Reading
Hear me out. I went to look at my YouTube videos the other day. I looked at the latest one and thought to myself "Who is that young сharming man that I am wat сhing?" Then I went oh wait that's me. I feel like I am just this » Continue Reading
My new mind frame is different than what it used to be when just going into life adventures. I suppose now I am more reserved now a days meaning well...I am gonna be able to stand talking to this person in a week? LOL Needless to say I am just happy to have new thoughts, new goals, new hope and above all I am just pumped to slowly work on my goals..I say slowly it really does feel really damn slo... » Continue Reading
All I know is the people in my life before were dragging me down. I feel after a few months of getting away from it all my mind set has been different, more out going. I am very happy to get into it. Another time. All I know is that after months and months maybe even years it's time to let go of the past. I tried many times with people (my friend group) to make it work. Very hard, between their ... » Continue Reading
You know a lot of my friends who I counted on are here but not really. Drugs took over their lives sadly. Makes me wish them a better future then what they are going through. Honest, sometimes it is very hard to think of some of the people I once knew be so full of life and have a life. Being their outgoing selves. The good ol days. Now a lot of them turned to drugs. It is a very long story, but... » Continue Reading
It is one of my favorites - but just don't like the fact that it constantly moves up and down slowly. Idk...a random rant on here about it. Still got your attention? I think I will be blogging more storys, real life situations and what I miss in life. All sorts of subjects! Tune in next time. A » Continue Reading