I will get right to the point!!!!! I cannot believe I got triggered by something in a movie (doc) that just made me just get triggered that never happens. So the poetic me came to write about it. I just seen this woman with her kid BRAGGING about having a kid (well she wasn't I'm just a crusty bi*ch with no white baby LMFAO!!!!) but fr she was sitting there talking to her sis going "Oh yo this is ... » Continue Reading
I am here thinking of ways to film some of these new scenes for the movie DARLENE its a killer doll type. Shes cute shes cuddly but she looks horrifying but shes snappy but shes sweet. ;) I am having the experience of playing twin brothers. SO MORE ME!!! LOL! But I am glad this one I get a lot more camera time but its a really, really slow process for now. I did not film much just a scene walking ... » Continue Reading
Just an assumption of mine. Sometimes I will be thinking to myself should I share that joke is it pushing it? But really..I thought that was the whole point of comedy..push the edge go the extra mile with the joke why not? I suppose sometimes I think to myself (just randomly really) about how some people your just afraid to tell jokes around them like tip toe. I mean if you cant handle a good d jo... » Continue Reading
I am pretty much putting all my energy and my love into myself now a days. A slow work in progress. But, there was how do I say without saying her name just really out of respect for her. She was in the adult world of films at one point. Probably the biggest. I cried looking at her photos last night. I don't know why. I honest thought in my heart she would have been someone I could help and reall... » Continue Reading
I have been in this beautiful city more than a few times. And now that I am here I am glad certain parts the vibe it gives has not change. Maybe buildings or even new bizz be there..but! Still got that old school flavor. Everyone is in the rush to get their coffee in the morning. One thing I love about it in the morning, when you walk outside, the people, the streets are all LOUDLY saying WAKE THE... » Continue Reading
I had some time alone really just to think of things and as much as I wanted to have a son I must have talked about it oh idk how many times by now. But I think for now. As of now, I don't think that's something I want at this moment. I am drained from the subject even thinking of it. I guess we all get to a point in life where we think about having kids. But the way my life is going I have so muc... » Continue Reading
Pretty much I am feeling like me again the old me..well, slowly really I am seeing quite the process of new goals I am trying to more than damn aim for. For sure, I am 100% overwhelmed to say the least. I am starting to think one thing at a time but sometimes that is just not possible and it's one of those either now or never lets just get the f**k going with life and this time just have fun with... » Continue Reading
I do have a lot of working in the next few months. Oh wow, I would not where to begin. First off, I am moving that is going to be ni ce. But, the housing situation on that, I am finding out that is going to take a little while to go there to do. Meaning- its done its happening but there is a lo » Continue Reading
WOW...alright I would not know where to begin. Lately, things....are going well and things are set. HOLY F!!!!! Whoa, I do not get it. Maybe this is gonna be my moment. I have so many good things happening. Wow, alright. So, I am getting a home :) A » Continue Reading
I would not where to begin on this, but I feel being honest and writing things out that I want to get rid of inside me by talking about it is healthy. I think this one made me see things (today I been thinking about the past) Just how people are different and let things run them down in life taking away their personality and umph if you will. I feel people get to a point (people from my past mos... » Continue Reading
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